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I don't know why you stay
What makes you so afraid
The look is on your face
The bruse's tuked away
Every time you stay
The silent tear's you cry
They never seem to dry
Is just not right
Love is not surpose to hurt
And make you cry
Why must you close your eye's
To what is making you cry
And hurt inside
Why is your love so blind
You only see the love and not
What is hurting you is killing you inside
I don't know why you stay
And stand by a love that make's
You cry
And only hurting you and those
Around you
I don't know why you stay
Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2009
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When daddy brought you home all eyes were on you
As I held you tight to my heart as you rap your
Little finger around mine and smile was all I can do
As the years go bye every night I drop to my knees
And pray to the lord to keep you safe
Not a day goes bye that I don’t miss my angle face
Sweet voice calling out the name you choice for me
How you would always say your so silly
How you eat and run not gain a pound
The bed time story
The wake me up to make you break feast
Each morning and ask to help cook
Bye my side
Our when you hide one of your toys
That I come across when you go back home
The way you wrinkle your nose when asked
A question you don’t know
How you pose for each picture with your hands
At your sides and a smile
How we point at our eyes to say I
Tap our hearts as to say love
Point to you and I as to say you
I love you
The birthdays come and go so fast
The hugs come and go
But in my heart I keep each visit
And the kisses until I open the door
To see you run into me with loving arms around me
I miss you too
Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2010
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When my eyes close for the last time
I hope to have touched so many in my
Life time on my journey of life
Those I meet and left behind
With my smile and loving heart
That never discriminated
And hated in justice felt from the heart
When love it was from deep with in
Protected with faith those loved
And held closes to my heart
Never hated but forgave those who
Try to keep me down and kill my faith
To those who shed a tear for me
I hope to wipe dry with my love not gone
For my loving heart lives on with in each
And every one who knew me as big as my height
I will be with you in heart and spirit
For you will keep alive every time you think of me
Remember the good memories
Relive them when you feel sad that I am gone
For I will be in a better place at rest
Waiting to reunite with each and every one
Much love always
Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2013
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being me not self centered
Caring and kind hoping to find
The best there is in human kind
Trying not to be judgmental
At the same time be conversational
Trying to see both sides as a one
Often conceded as soft hearted
Taken to the heart
Often known for a few tear jerker’s
Funny humors to the core
Less often a bore
Love to have around
To brake a frown
Always willing to lend a hand
Love giving not receiving
Patience in life’s everyday situations
Great listener ready to give good feed back
A survivor not a fighter
A forgiver not a forgetter
Strong minded protective when it comes
To the ones I love
To sum it all up I am just me myself and I
I love being my self
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Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2013
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Gray sky’s warm tear drops sad heart
Why do I cry on sight of a blue moon?
There are no flowers to soon to bloom
When is the sun going to shine?
Cloudy days bring rain to my
face
No ray of hope to bring me out of my depression
My sad eyes no longer smile can’t walk a mile
As fast as I use too weak to run away
Must face the noise in my head the tear drops
Cloud my vision the sadness much too deep
To find myself to profound are the scares that I wear
And the pain I can’t not bare to see myself in despair
Broken not ready to be spoken and fix
What’s inside my head the scares have not heal
What I feel is lonely and sad who can I turn to
Who can I trust to pick me up when I stumble and fall?
When those I trusted let me down believing all is fine
I wear the scares black and blue all up and down my arms
On a bad day silent tears comfort me
I am a mire reflection of myself no longer fiscally strong
A reflection of past memories a stronger me happier days
One day at a time fills my days sadness concludes my nights
Worry and despair takes my sleep weakness takes my energy
Aim fading like in eraser used on a sheet of paper
Where is my resolution my conclusion to my dilemma?
Some might say feeling sorry for my self is too easy
Not use to easy nothing came or comes easy in my life
Still I manage to pick myself up not completely healed
A mirror of scares reflection
of past times
Fighting to get back what under the knife took from me
Impossible time to move on easy said than done
Half the person I use to be looks back at me where can I go
When the black clouds fallow me trying to claim
Victory pill popping white coat visits
Stress burning a hole in my head half the person I use to be
A mere reflection looking back at me
Where did I go that early December Morning?
Love ones wait hours gone by to awake not the same
But half the person I use to be no passion lights gone dim
Still fighting to get back to myself and I separated
By health related issues to deep to come back from
Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2016
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hay sister i feel your pain
far away as iam
i feel your tears threw the years
ill always be here and there
for you
what ever you do
don't lose hope
hang on to the rope
he will pull you out
no need to shout
he hears your cry
they reach the sky
when it rain's it pour's
but there is alway's the door
to the lord
to keep us dry
to keep us safe
to give us love
to give us hope
hay sister your not alone
he is there to help you
get therw the storm
Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2009
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Photograph hanging on my wall of memories
Keeping you young safe from a world moving
To fast
Boys grow into men not in my heart of hearts
You still remain boys were my arms kept you safe
Now my prayers protect you my faith follows you
A mother s love goes with you
I pray that my love follows you in every thing
You do remember to do unto others as you would
Like to be done unto you
Respect to get respect when faced with adversity
Turn the other cheek
When worst come to worst walk away
Remember my love and god to see you threw all
The bad walk in faith in all you do
Humble your self for pride destroys the strongest of men
Put love first for hate will incarcerate your soul
Work hard for all you do for nothing is hand it to you
Lead with good examples and good values
For the young look up to us to do what’s right
Remember these things that comes from the heart
As you walk into manhood a good man honors
God first and respects his mother and father
As you boys turned into men before my eyes
I have to say you are the best no matter what
you will always be my boys
Keeping the peace in your life
Near our far I am here and there
Moms love is every were you are
Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2013
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Yelling out the windows
Playing out side kick the can hide and seek tag your it
Jump rope TV black and white shows family time
Boom box radios cassette players taking a pencil
To roll up the cassette so it can play right
Every corner bodega potato chips ten cents
Penny candy playing out side till the street lights
Got dim and haul ass on home
Street pay phones ten cents to a quarter
When talking back was slap and a belt was
Your respect giving back not 911 involved
Sitting around the kitchen table talking about your day
Going dancing in the clubs and disco skating was a
Pass the time barbecues at a friends house parties
Music was used to get a girl our a boy
Brake dancing on card board boxes in the park
Block parties on the streets domino players chafer beer
Black out summer Nabors would look out for each other
When meeting someone was face to face not face book
When braking up was hard to do not via text
When calling home was payphones not cell phones
When playing games were fun out doors not in doors
When family get together were fun not fights
Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2013
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put in paper and let it sail into the ocean and open sea
see how your troubles drift free feel your emotions entangling
drowning in sorrow will only deepen the blow and the harder to surfs
its hard to see when it is pitch black deeper to a emerge dry standing
on ones own to feet balance UN steady not at all ready for the wind blows
and the moon glows on a clear blue sea wide high as the waves flow
drifting sand taking me away as i lay blind sided by the waves current motion
putting myself as this paper still intact not yet braking apart floating
day by day i say may the moon and the sun guide my way to a better place
were i dont have to race with a straight face the clouds are forming and the rain is about to fall
so i put up the walls to keep out the stress that invades my space full of gray sparkling rays
racing up and down my spine giving me mix vibes saying bye to the paper years of tears
full of fear of the storm forming it self into a massive hurricane ready to swim and not sink
in a blink of in eye the ink will dry the paper will brake taking all negativity leaving posterity between me myself i so i swim as of not to drown drinking a string of broken emotions letting it flow away from me cleansing my soul free so i can get back and land on my own two feet drifting all odds in my high and lows i will still grow old to see the spread of the sea weed among crystal clear ocean
Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2016
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I am standing here screaming from the top
Of my lungs why don’t you see me
What’s wrong with you people
Hello I am in your face
Is this a joke gone wrong
The last thing I remember
My cell text car
Then lights out pitch black
Then back on again
I was behind the wheel
Back flash on my way home
I here my text ring I answer
It only took three letters to lose
Control
I here a loud voice don’t text and drive
To little to late
I should of listen
My cell text car
Like so many I have taken a life
It could have been prevented
If I only did what the billboard
A head of me said
don’t text and drive
My cell text car
I took the text and failed
Now I am here more dead then alive
My cell text car
Copyright © Mirian Parrilla | Year Posted 2013
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