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I can see your thoughts wondering if you’re making all the right moves,
In you wanting to see matters out; like if to yourself you got so much more to prove?
But in my prayers you have continuously remained the only one,
However, it has been clearly written by you that the visions of you are truly done!
Not by my choice, I’m just playing out the hand I was dealt,
Not to ever feel your warmth, your kindness, and so many other matters upon you that I
have never felt,
Do you still wonder or envision yourself with me or did I already leave your thoughts?
Does that void for me still exist or is there no vacancy for me within your heart?
Can I show you all that you mean to me or should I let all of that just go?
I told you how strongly I feel for you so in that I’m glad that you know!
I cannot lie to you my dear; because of you I do feel so much pain,
To think of this trapped love I have for you I can only hope that one day we could share in it
the same!
There is nothing else I can say nor is there anything left for me to do?
I can only end my words, on telling you how much I am in love with you!
I’m on the verge right now on making a serious change in my life,
I just hope my past mistake remains just that; because I don’t want to live it twice!
So whenever you close your eyes at night does the thought of me ever pops into your head?
I think you’ll never truly understand the love I have for you; not until I’m gone and dead,
So on that, I’ll leave you with this note my dear and that’s to embrace life as within it that
you see,
We are on different charter plateaus my dear; but it is the love for you that I shall forever
carry along with me!
“Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say
so”
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I’m tired of getting up early to deal with all this stress,
I’m tired of indexing and handling all this mess,
I’m tired of feeling stiff while my body aches,
I’m tired of all this overtime while we don’t ever see any breaks!
I’m tired of being lied to and telling me my stats are keeping me on top,
I’m tired of all those mendacious comments because that bullshit needs to stop!
I’m tired of micro-management behavior and being treated like a child,
I’m tired of waking up in the mornings to see fake-ass folks giving me a sham of a smile.
I’m tired of being spied on from someone behind a desk,
I’m tired of being told focus on your work, like I’m supposed to be studying for a test,
I’m tired of these bogus meetings and being told we’re going to hire you some more help,
I’m tired of not being able to go to the gym to loosen up the weight pressing upon my belt!
I’m tired of having to listen to music at work to have an outlet to the world,
I’m tired of these 10 hours a day that’s keeping me away from my baby girls,
I’m tired of these damn game plans that keep updating every two hours,
I’m tired of a little man playing tyrant that believes he has all the power!
I’m so tired of yawning and constantly having to stretch out my back,
I’m so tired of sitting up in this damn chair all day with no time to truly relax,
I’m so tired of my allergies causing my eyes to be watery I just wish it would quit,
I’m just so tired of being so damn tired so I’m done writing this s***!
Words of a tired man!
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I do hear your thoughts my Love, your words have floated into my ears,
Your with that other man right now but ask yourself for your well-being would he really care?
I know this might not be the proper time but I just got to be near,
Your beauty is so tranquilizing I cannot help but to stop and stare!
Oh how do I crave for a lifetime with you but for now I can settle for just one night,
But if we are to do this together we both got to make sure all the conditions are right,
There are obstacles in your way and I too have mines,
But whenever I see you I can imagine hearing the wedding bell chimes.
I’m up late at night tossing and turning yearning for your seductive touch,
I want to be inside of you this very moment to show you how I love you so much!
The passion that we share, the fire that we lit,
Let me start at your toes and work my way towards your clit.
The journey shall not stop there; fore I shall venture towards the twin peaks,
This will be a full body expedition from your head, breast, and all the way to your feet,
Let my fingers be the guide to your ecstasy,
It shall never be a dull moment when your body is press against me!
As our varies sexual positions does arise my mind is full on one thought,
Why am I experiencing this feeling for one night, why is there another that is keeping us
apart?
Why can I not make love to you from sun up to sun down?
I love that big booty of yours and the way you keep it nice, firm, and round.
I can imagine spreading your buttocks and pleasing you with one stroke,
I’ll let you take the ride on it sweetie but not in your mouth, we don’t need you to choke,
This is true romance here girl my passion burns for only you,
If you feel the same for me then please tell me these words are true!
Tell me that you want me and to keep me all to yourself,
Donald Trump can have millions but the love we can share can be our own wealth,
Your last note to me you said you made a choice and was willing to speak your mind,
I’m not here to force you but you are running out of time!
Do you want to be with me or that little boy playing a man?
Or do you want someone who mentally drags you down or a man willing to help you stand?
With that man there you’ll only be getting by miserably and trying to manage,
Follow your heart and allow me to clean up this mess of a collateral damage!
If you truly follow your heart you shall find what you Desire
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We all receive praises, avails, beatitudes, and blessings throughout our days,
Within that knowledge the Lord does find ways to bless us all in his particular ways,
And now it appears within your life he has brought unto you care, love, excitement, and joy!
Yes indeed he did just that Cristina, fore now the Lord has bestowed upon you your first baby
boy!
Certainly within you he sees the values of a woman prep and groomed to entrust the role of
being a wonderful mother,
And of course as you take these moments and times to bond with your boy he shall grow to
love you like no other!
A bond between a boy and his mother is quite unique, special, beloved, and oh so divine,
But you must allow yourself some rest now; because after your son is born he shall become
the constant matter on your mind…
At times, some do question their abilities if they’ll make a good mom or not as that notion
continues to play around in their heads?
But once you hold James for the first time staring into his eyes you would have answered
that question to yourself while lying up in that hospital bed,
Your answer to yourself might sound alittle like this, “yes I can do this and of course I’ll be
an excellent mom to my son!”
And congratulation to you once again, because as you answer that question to yourself just
remember to him you’ll always be his number one!
The first kick of your baby boy within your stomach might first feel eerie but at the same
time its one of those precious moments you’ll come across,
And quiet frankly as your body shifts and changes throughout your pregnancy you’ll never
change those precious moments regardless on the cost,
Because you know the true cost is to deliver your healthy beautiful baby boy into this world
for all to see,
Even as these words are coming from a male, I am talking from experience because my
daughters do mean the world to me!
As an active father in my daughters’ life I can tell you prepare for all the matters that are to
come,
But do not take fear into your heart, but embrace the loving times, caring moments, precious
hours, and those days full of fun!
Yes indeed, your life is now and forever would be set on an parenthood adventure and things
are surely going to change,
But trust me, all of that is going to be an excellent, felicitous, joyous and cherished moments
as you welcome your motherhood to your bundle of joy baby James!
"Mother's arms are made of tenderness and sweet sleep blesses the child who lies
therein."
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Within these financial times of hardship we all tend to look around for some type of means
for an escape?
At times, it just feels like there is no deliverance from these times and that the Lord has
placed more on our plates than we can actually take?
Some of us suffer through extreme depression, a woeful discouragement of hope, and then
turn to drastic chintzy appearance,
We then tend to just give up on life in general and slowly our minds slip into not functioning
properly; thus becoming completely incoherent!
In a little time you find yourself becoming a vagabond and then the street-life becomes a
second nature for you,
You once owned home, a car, had a job, a loving family, but now look at how the hard times
has now taken a toll on you too?
A lifestyle that you once praised and took for granted, now no longer exist and you’re now in
search of a new hope,
Some of us get so desperate on living life, that they rather take their lives by hanging
themselves by a well knotted rope!
The road ahead of you might seem hard for you to steer your way around and make your
way through,
But trust me my friends, this road might appear slippery at first; but the Lord has something
marvelous to offer to me and also you!
So take heed in his words and know that no matter what hardship falls upon us; that he
walks not behind us but by our sides,
But there are trails and tribulations that we must cross so that we can bear our true soul and
faith and then conquer that journey with pride!
Yes, our economy has taken a financial hit and it seems that we’re on the verge of suffering
through yet another great depression,
But it is within these times my firend that we must take harkens to the Lord’s words and unto
him we bare our soul confessions!
We all have traveled and fallen waist deep into these muddy and dreadful waters of a
financial crisis and now standing still not sure on what to do?
Trust yourself within the Lord, hold fast and strong to your faith because only with him can
you see yourself through!
“In 2009 you will go through some hardship times…. And also in 2009 the Lord would take
you THROUGH those hardship times! “
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I looked at the stars and made one wish,
I asked the Lord for a blessing and he placed you on my list,
You came into my life as a breathe of fresh air,
And if everyone ups and leave you then I’ll still be here!
I’ll be here for you as someone that you can always count on,
And whenever I’m lying in bed I wish that you were cuddled in my arms,
I feel that I have come so far in such a little short time,
And whenever I want to feel joyful I’ll just keep you in my mind.
My days at work sometimes do feels very long,
But without you in my life things would feel quite wrong,
I want to be able to walk with you while holding your hands,
And not just to be considered a friend but also a your man!
I’ll never call a woman a b**** or a hoe,
Because if any man calls that to my sisters then he’ll be considered my foe,
But how would I justify my thoughts or even my act?
That would be my bad karma just coming right back!
My thirst for knowledge is strong so my vision is clear,
I’ll extend my hands out to you in hope that you’ll be there,
There for me to love and there for me to hold,
When there are stormy weather outside I’ll keep you warm from the cold!
My mind is moving rapidly so now my feet feels like they’re in a race,
So in search of a beautiful person I’ll turn to look at your face,
You’re the essences of beauty and a face of a goddess,
Many men can brag but I’ll tell them with you I found the hottest!
One main factor that we always come across in society got to be about trust,
Do I really care for this person or is it just lust?
I asked myself that question, not once but twice,
Then I thought back about times with you and everything felt so nice.
I started out as a boy that has came into a man,
With you and I together babes, then the Lord has created the ultimate plan,
And it’s not our place to second-guess the big man up above,
Because he said this isn’t lust, rather it’s a binding of love!
A man alone could never survive, he’ll need that special woman to be along for the ride"
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Whenever you enter the room I can see a beam of sunshine,
You are claimed by another yet I still yearn for you to be mines,
Whether I’m asleep or awake the image of you dances within my head,
I lay with another but it is you that I need in my bed!
My body is my home and my temple is my soul,
Shelter me with thou true love and keep me warm from the cold,
Only you have the power to bring forth absolute bliss,
With your round lushes voluptuous lips you leave me longing for that one enhancing kiss!
Can you hear me calling or do you even feel my presence?
After tasting the fruits of your loins I can tell your essence,
If I was to die I shall ask the Lord to grant me just one last glance,
This here is our innocence we speak of but I look towards you with a heart of romance!
The more I stare at you the prettier you become,
I’m intoxicated with your beauty and I have long put away the rum,
This trance that I’m under is it a form of witch-craft or faith?
I’m dining with another but it is you again I want as my mate!
I’m burning on the inside because I cannot touch what I desire,
I believe this is pain is worst than hell because I would welcome the fire,
I say that because I feel my world is utterly in a ball of mess,
I no longer can live my life without the caressing touch of my Mystery Guest!
What shall I do with one last wish …
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Coffee sir? Yes my dear, please……………..
And don't you dare bring me no damn cream….it's straight black coffee for me!
You see, I've sampled brews from all over the world, but the one I chose is just like my
girl….Straight black….no cream, hot and sassy, Yet
filled with a rich bold flavor and always classy!
I savor the flavor of my coffee…. as she touches my lips……..
Yeah, I go downtown for my coffee….I've made it on numerous of trips.
I long for the kiss of my mahogany Miss.
As I fiend for the bean, if you know what I mean……
My coffee always sweet and never tastes bitter……..
She's freshly brewed, whenever I’m with her!
I like my coffee straight black….with no added taste creams.
I rise in the morning for my coffee and have another sip right before I go off to dream.
If you had to label me….label me…a straight up coffee fiend!
I like to drink my coffee right out her pot….
I like her when she's piping hot……
Damn, it feels good, when my coffee…hits the spot!
She keeps me up all night….this coffee makes me feel just right.
Folks say too much caffeine ain't good for you….
But what's a fiend like me to do? I took one taste and I was through.
My coffees Taster's Choice and she's "good down to the last drop."
I got'z to have my coffee…..man I just can’t stop!
Now I not saying I'm an authority or trying to be no coffee connoisseur….
But I do like my coffee….untainted…straight black…au natural' and pure.
When she goes down….my coffee heats me all over and satisfies me..… through and
through.
Sometimes I just hold my coffee….looking into her…inhaling her aroma….admiring the
flawlessness of her ebony hue.
I bet if you knew coffee, like I….knew coffee……brotha man……
You'd….fiend' for this Black coffee too!
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This morning came and I arose to open my eyes ….
I left little to the imagination; because there you stood to my surprise …
Oh how can this be my love; how are you standing right here….?
I know we share this bond so I shall thank the Lord that he made you re-appear…
Right here in this moment we can now finally rejoice within one another…
It has been stated on numerous occasions of this love but we’re now friends that have a
chance to becoming lovers…
I can speak the language of your body as I follow the shape around each curve….
You are my sugar, my spice, my sauce; you’re even blend well with all the ingredients that
makes up my herbs…!!
Let another look upon you with lust and my soul shall inflate with rage…
It’s because of this yearning desire of love for you that I am lost and not knowing how to
function and behave…
But can you blame me for wanting to be so protective; to guard you and armor you with thy
shield…?
See these words for more than they are and come to understand that these feelings are
absolutely for real….!
There is no doubt in my mind that you complete me and that you’re the perfect one for me…
But my devotion to you is worth nothing if its only a matter or thought that I only see…
And before you pass judgment on me I’ll just plead with you for a minute of your time …
Allow me this opportunity to showcase to you all the joys, all the jubilance of thoughts that
appear whenever you’re on my mind….
Let me show you another side of me; a side that many folks do not get a chance to meet nor
do they know…
I’m a change man now and I’ll like to thank you for helping me and showing me the way that
I am supposed to grow…!
Metaphorically, there is a storm brewing and the battle lines are being drawn and eventually
we’ll have to choose a side to form…
So tell me, have I succeeded in the capturing of your heart or should I assume your
rebuttals are signs of me to be warn…?
It’s a merry-go-round, this thing call life that we dwell and live with in…
And so much time has already been wasted so we’ll never know the joy that could have
been…
But just like any merry-go-round that ride shall eventually come to a complete stop…
Just know that your life can be in disarray at times but real love can transfigure those
shambles into completing you to be solidified as strong as a rock ..!
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So why are you out there talking about b*tch, hoes, cars, and even your bling?
You see if you do not first love yourself then trust me the money you got would not solve
everything!
Let’s talk about a positive factor like elevating and educating our youths,
We got too many young babies in the projects with their first words being, “give me a gun
because I want to shoot!”
Sometimes I look around and feel sad whenever I see my black beautiful folks,
Making money off of the wrong elements of life like “Super Head” with her deep head
strokes!
C’mon now my people lets get it together and go out in society and make a change,
You might drive down MLK but remember those acronyms stands for one of our Greatest
Black Leader therefore representing his name!
Yes, you can call me a poet, a visionary, or just an urban evolutional soldier,
I too got dreams of inspiring not only myself but those around me so that we can all make
CEO status like Hova!
Living that good life could have me sipping some coffee, taking a cup of green tea, or even
a splash of espresso,
But why shall I sell out my soul to a livelihood that’s not for me when I’m standing on my
own threshold?
We have came so far as black people so there is no need for us to back track,
Yes, it’s wonderful for us to know our roots so that knowledge could permit us to stay focus
and not to fall into this commercialize trap!
Its time to bring forth our sunlight and remove these stormy clouds to embrace our
foundation on making our communities better,
So come on my people let’s stop wasting our lives doing the chicken noodle soup dance and
get your s*** together...!
“ In an open audience of people would your voice be heard?”
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