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Jessica K Poem
You distract me from where I want to be
You destroy my life as well as those around me
You deceive my family, putting false promises in their way
You demolish my friends, watching their lives crumble away
I am determined to get rid of you
I am desiring to kick you out of my house
To say goodbye to you forever is my dream
To wash away the misery you've caused is my fantasy
So watch your back and stay on your guard
Because I will not rest until you are lying down. cold, lifeless, dead.
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2009
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Jessica K Poem
Uncertainty lies
With us being together
Yet claiming promises
Of always and forever
Old fashion belief
In a love without measure
Steady we shall stay
For always and forever
Numb without one
Starved without the other
So crucial is the keepsake
Of always and forever
Words will continue
In a ritual blether
Sharing future vows
Of always and forever
But the stars predict
Our relationship be severed
Still we cling to the hope
Of always and forever
Will we follow the sensible
Give into the worlds pressure
And forsake the idea
Of always and forever
Or instead grasp tight
Run away to wherever
Just he and I
For always and forever
Only time will tell
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2014
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I'm suffering from depression.
that only I can see.
I've tried to feel alive more than once.
But this daydream will never be.
I know death is eternal.
A decision I'm willing to take.
I've lived this life long enough.
And made my choice to make.
Whether it be with a knife.
A gun or a few pills.
I know ill be gone forever.
As my body lays there still.
Mom would be to busy to stop me.
Dad wouldn't even try.
But even the words I love you.
Wouldn't stop my choice to die.
As for all my friends.
Tell them they never cared.
And now ill get my revenge.
By giving them the pain I've shared
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2009
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Jessica K Poem
You think you know who I am
You believe to know my whole story
How dead wrong you are about it
You are being misleaded by my actions
I am a troubled spririt
And you thought I was fine
Ha, how I've fooled you all
Because you believe everything you see
Though I am not brusied on the outside
My soul is crushed and burning with hurt
I haven't been whole for many years now
Torn into many pieces that are unable to be fixed
So don't look at my smile and think I'm fine
Look into my eyes, they will tell my story
As I lay here defeated by my own wickedness
Destroyed by the wounds that dwell inside
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2009
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Jessica K Poem
The corner of the room
Is as dark as night itself
There is where I find my comfort
There is where my pain will be rescued
For in this corner is a table
And on this table is a knife
On this knife is many bloodstains
From previous actions that have occurred
Slice once, it stings only a little
Slice again, ahh the pain is such a relief
Slice a third time, oh watch how the blood comes out
DRIP!
DRIP!
DRIP!
Oh watch how the blood comes out
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2009
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Jessica K Poem
You walk all over her like shes your mat
You tell her you want her and then change your mind
You have her hurt feelings countless times before
YOU WILL PAY!
I am this girls number one best friend
I am the one she came to after you left
I am the one you should fear right now
I am the one who is going to break your face
You are the bastard
I am the justice
You are the one who deserves the pain and hurt
I am the one who's gonna give it to you
You are the one who gained nothing but lost everything
I am the one who became a shoulder to cry on
You are an idiot
And I have had enough of you
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2009
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Jessica K Poem
Tacos are a delight
I think I want one tonight
Something crunchy to eat
Nothing sugarly just hamburger meat
Not just one, I want a whole bunch
For breakfast, dinner, snack, and lunch
Lettuce, tomato and mexican cheese
Lets go get one now momma, pretty please
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2009
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Jessica K Poem
A request for a piece
On my feelings for you
The love that we share
And the journey we've been through
Anticipating perfection
Expecting gold from my pen
But instead growing frustrated
Waiting for material to pour in
In other words, I drew a blank
I mean, How do I feel?
It wasn't uncertainty that was
plaguing my mind
For I know that I love you
But the depth is undefined
How may I convey with words
These feelings inside
Without mushy cliches
Or old cheesy lines.
However for you
I'll give it a try
So without further adieu
For the love of mine
Pardon me, sir
Might your mind be dense
Are you blind to see
My walls of defense
My prison of protection
Preventing more hurt
Yet you seem to have slipped in
With a cookie and few words
Pardon me, sir
You must be confused
There's no vacancy for romance
Only intentions for abuse
Here still you stay
Unswayed by remarks
Determined and stubborn
To soften my heart
Offering no false pretense
And wearing no mask
Figuring you'd turn away
Once learning of my past.
Yet every conflict you combated
Every hardship you endured
No matter what went at you
You came back for more
Defeating darkness for my sake
Becoming my angel of war
Wearing down the numbness
That burdened my core
Formed through friendship
Then driven by lust
Molded through honesty
And guided with trust
You entered my world
Threw me off guard
Before even realizing it
I fell for you, hard.
Now here, time past
And feelings of mine change
Once doubting, now confident
That you made your choice to stay
Now one more thing left to say
Before I let this finally end
Something else about this piece
That I feel you should comprehend
The change of pace is undesired
But it represents my love for you
Unexpected, Unpredictable
But always holding true
Managing to fall in line
Becoming one masterpiece
A perfect fit, you and I
And may it never cease
So maybe it's not gold
Or worth an honorable mention
But still, I hope you like it
Even if failing to meet perfection
Perhaps there'll be a day
When I'll write one much better
After all, we have eternity
To write this story together
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2015
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Jessica K Poem
I made a wish for you today
But it didn't seem to be enough
So to make sure my wish came true
I tried some other stuff
I tried blowing all the candles on my birthday
Turns out they were the trickster ones
Went to exhale onto a dandelion
But one seed had decided to hang on
I rubbed my hands on a rabbits foot
But the bunny was still attached
Was about to wish on 11:11
When it changed to 12 with a snatch
I look everywhere for a four leaf clover
But all I could find were three
Tried putting a horseshoe in my pocket
The horse objectively kicked my knee
Threw up a penny and made a wish
But it landed on its tail
And all that occurred was money short
When I threw it in the wishing well
So I said a little pray to God above
I'm still waiting for that reply
Thought I wished upon a shooting star
Was actually dust on my eye
I have done all of this and more
And just when I thought I got through
I heard it from my best of friends
You were someone else's wish come true
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2012
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Jessica K Poem
Are you even out there
Or is this another religious term
Cause how am I suppose to
knowingly wait
If your not even confirmed
The perfect man, like a treasure
concealed
But can't your hurry already and be
revealed
It's hard when God made every
male with so much appeal
It really is Gods fault
He made me a woman
Making me wait for my own song of
Solomon
But now I'm solemn, and
This waiting takes too long
Searching for Mr. right
In a world of Mr. wrongs
What will it hurt if I give myself
away
Nothing physical of course, just
flirtatious play
Hormonal needs that I must attend
to
But don't worry my love I'm still
waiting for you
I hear scripture say
Do not awake love before its time
Ha, Solomen get with the times
In this world I must work to get was
is rightfully mine
So if I want love, it'll be my job to
find
it.
But don't worry future husband I'm
to smart to settle
Even If I pass around my blossomed
heart, you'll still have one petal.
Of course it might be crumbled
from the last chosen vessel.
But Gods is a god of renewel and
reassemble
So its all good
I know its not the destiny I need to
choose
But its hard hanging around friends
who do nothing but pursue
Relationship flings that they fling
themselves to
Yet still have a happily ever after
come true
While I sit around waiting like a
lose-r
Trust me okay, I understand the
stake
But if I give my heart to God who
knows how long it'll take
It's not a reluctant, eye rolling
choice to make
But one of determination I must
partake
So I'll wait, for your sake
Your worth the wait, I tell myself
Until the time is right, I'll be
readying myself.
Spending time with the One who
knows me better them myself.
Only then will He bring someone I
can love as myself
And like my Savior I know you'll be
Confirmed by my heart with every
prophecy
So that when I see
The mirrored reflection of your life
It'll remind me of the passion that I
Have for my Christ
Give me patience oh God
For I'm still learning
Though my flesh rebels
I'm still yearning
Don't give up on me my prince
Though emotions are burning
Waiting i'll be
for the only one who is worthy
Copyright © Jessica K | Year Posted 2012
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