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Jillian Keen Poem
Look deep into my eyes.
Search my soul.
Grab my hands.
Take a hold.
Kiss me sweetly.
Then more deeply.
Pin me to the bed.
Love me hard.
Make me scream.
Take my heart before you leave.
I said I wanted just a one night stand.
But what happened I did not plan.
Your eyes are to strong.
Your gaze holds me.
Please let me go,
emotionally.
You had all the right moves
to make me moan for more.
You said all the words
that you knew I would adore.
Love me hard,
Love me sweet.
Then leave me here.
To listen to my heart beat.
Copyright © Jillian Keen | Year Posted 2005
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Jillian Keen Poem
Alone I battle the world.
Guarded by a armor I made myself.
I have fallen many times.
But I`ll never give up.
Stop stripping my of my armor.
You are making me weak.
Don`t let me show you that I have a heart
or that I get nervous when you speak.
I won`t admit that I need someone to tell me I`ll be alright.
I won`t admit I need someone to keep me warm at night.
I am not suppose to let you past my brick wall.
But your eyes seem to know it all.
You are too good for me.
Please go away.
I`m not ready now and I won`t be any day.
All you want is love,
the real kind.
Not my body, but my soul.
Leave me now before I fall.
Don`t hold me in your arms.
Set me free to face the world.
Don`t even speak because I know what you`ll say.
You`ll respect me, your say everything so perfectly
and I will always want to stay.
Leave me now.
Not another second has to pass.
Your making me weak.
And weakness never lasts.
Copyright © Jillian Keen | Year Posted 2005
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Jillian Keen Poem
Cold Hearted.
That's what I was.
Just another druggie on the streets
wanting another fix.
Just another bleeding child
looking for love in dark alleys.
Just another sex slave for an older
man so I could feel love.
Just another bruised, tortured,
mislead, unfeed, child of the streets.
You were watching me close all along.
So You could give me Your hand when I was not strong.
You were there to guide me when all was lost.
Little did I know, Your love has no cost.
I opened my heart one day to see
That you were there waiting for me.
You knew I would come someday.
Even through the disasters along the way.
Now that I found love in Jesus Christ
I no longer live my life in strife.
You would`nt believe me if I said
that all you need is to be lead.
Follow my Lord
He is here for you now.
Even though you don`t see it.
Open your heart somehow.
I changed my life around and I am glad.
My heart does not cry, it is not sad.
Jesus I thank you for all that you`ve done.
But my life with you has only begun.
Copyright © Jillian Keen | Year Posted 2005
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Jillian Keen Poem
Loud noises.
I wake up.
Your staring at me.
I get worried
because I know you mad.
I look through you
and I can see that your sad.
I never loved you
like you 'loved' me.
You decided to rape me.
You punched me in the face.
Then you wanted my embrace.
You pull me close as I cry.
I say "I don`t love you"
You scream "that`s a lie!!"
Rip my clothes off,
pull my hair.
I grab for my knife,
But its not there.
I run,
you beat me.
Hurt me so much.
I`m screaming.
Then you hit me too hard...
I wake up..
its dark out.
I`m lying...
naked
on
the
floor.
Your gone.
What happened?
I hardly remember.
I feel so sore.
I`m bleeding.
I have bruises
everywhere.
I scream and cry
shaking like crazy.
YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND!!!
But ALL you wanted was ME!!!
You loved me in the wrong way.
You scarred my life forever.
Someday you`ll pay.
Copyright © Jillian Keen | Year Posted 2005
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I cry in the darkness of my room.
So no one can see me hurting.
The pain gets worse everyday.
I`m hiding because I`m afraid to let you know.
Inside I`m crying all the time.
But I lie and smile for you.
Secretly wishing you knew.
I am screaming out for help
In my own hopeless mind.
I`m trying to fight it on my own,
But I can`t fight this alone.
Inside I know I can`t.
But as stubborn as I am I won`t give up.
Acting like every things fine,
I smile as you walk by.
Who am I protecting?
You or myself?
I smile for you and no body else.
I know if you find out you`ll
know
that I am weak.
You`ll take advantage or turn the other cheek.
So I hide.
I cry in the darkness of my room.
So no one can feel my pain.
I know I can`t fight this on my own.
But I won`t give up.
Copyright © Jillian Keen | Year Posted 2005
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