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Imprisoned

Imprisoned 
Im locked away 
Ive been in a cage
most of my days
Wasted away my young age
All for something that 
Made me a slave 
Now im full of rage 
And full of hate
Shame and pitty yea
They know my name
Drove insane
By the dope through
A poke from a needle's stream
Dope it controlled everything 
My hope just drove away
Now im enclosed
With no where to go 
And im full of strain
Holes and strings 
Puppet hold on me
Controlled by dope
That burns and stings
Left unclean but i 
Do the same thing
A game that hurts my brain
See the demons scream
Tore to the core
At my seams 
Someone please
Help me put a cease 
To this disease
That become routine
I need to pull some strings
Jump dance or sing 
Demon continues to control 
My whole being
Is my soul clean 
Just so much pain 
Need to refrain from
Putting a thing in a vain
In vane plz light my way
I need to see
 so i can be saved
So i keep my faith
Instead of lustful things
Played like a game 
Of spades 
Yea Id misbehaved 
Can i still be forgave?
Will i blow away
Trash in the wind or stay?
Just fade away?
Stand lost at the gateway 
Thats stayed in place
I think of a thought
So heavy i start to sink
Now on the brink
Of a better way to think
I beg n pleade
Free me please
Been beaten 
Mistreated as a heathen 
The demon beat and he beat on me
He deceived deceiftfulness oh so 
Decieptfully 
Please don't seek peace for me
Now they lean on my soul
And my being of every peice of me
I dont wanna know
But i see it
Please give me relief
So i can get at least 
One achievement achieved 
I know ive been disobedient 
But plz believe me
Not trying to deceive u
But nothing is free
No such thing as freedom 
But i need something 
A reason to breathe
A reason to be
2 spikes in my wrist
One in my feet
Hung on a crucifix
To be damed or "FIXED"
swing and miss
Cock the grip
Squeeze the trigger
But theres no clip
Sick of this 
That sits in a pit
My past is my past 
Forget and forgive 
Why have i?
Been left locked in a chest 
Im depressed give me meds
Turns and twist my
Gear wont shift
I just need a lift 
Or list of 
That is what it is
Shoulda listened as a kid
N i wouldnt have done
Have the  i in did
Things ive said 
Regret and stress 
I flip will i quit 
Will it ever end?
Unfortunate the misfortune 
Of the cards delt to my hand
Warped for sure
I feel like I am
Its important that im sure
I can still feel or stand
Or is death outside my door

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Puppet Strings

Its finally finished 

          PUPPET STRINGS 

Faith has me weary
Fate has me weak
Hate has me fearing 
Every time that I breathe 
Does anyone hear me
I sit and I scream
Scratching and I'm tearing 
Myself at my seams
It seems I'm grasping 
And grabbing 
Instead im dragging 
Then gasping 
Is this real 
Is it happening 
Because I feel 
Myself lapsing 
My mental walls 
Collapsing 
From my sinful ways
Of crafting 
My demons keep on
Stacking yes packing 
Up this rage
Backing me in this cage
Laughing at my pain
Feels like they keep stabbing
Gnawl bite teeth gnashing
Till I scream 
Addiction has me 
This fiction drags me 

What a predicament 
That has me this 
Puppetier and his strings 
Controlling every single thing 
Every motion of my being
Just hoping 
For better luck coping 
With what I feel 
What I know is real
I hate that I love 
What I know is bad
Seriously c'mon 
What the hell 
Delirious I'm compelled 
Overall overwhelmed 
By coming up out of 
My shell that hit 
Right on the head
Of the nail
Inspite of my regrets 
I've tried yeah 
That you can bet
Saved my soul 
With my own
Personal respect how's that. 
becoming heartless 
i try my hardest
reguardless ive broke
myself down
respect gone 
neglect is all ive been shown
regret time has flown
im chilled to the bone
keep killn myself with this dope
hanging on a rope 
just give myself false hope
suspended by strings
I float 
cant feel my throat
numb from all the coke
and blow
i chose to smoke
na i dont think 
lifes a joke
I jus always choose
the wrong road
And that in itself 
Has me on
A tite wire rope
A fire in my soul 
Like the ember 
From a burning 
Coal in a stove.

3-25-21 Joseph Earl Coalson

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The Love She Needs

I can't believe Just to think How we bounced Like springs Puts a smile On my cheeks No jewel not a thing Diamond rings so unique Your eyes when u look at Me I just fall I'm free When You look at me I can't breath just Brings me to my knees Your my everything My kingdoms queen And if it's not obscene You be the drug I Fein for the thing That lingers like A needle sting I just can't stop You the one who stopped My ships sinkin Thinking of you and Baby you saved me From an early grave see And I just don't know Any other way To repay the day You graced me with Your face we kiss It was rivers raging Fires flaming Yes Addiction has staind Me so I know if I'm not the Same me I'm the blame See Of the things I knew the dangers fro Never talked to strangers But now we have Been tainted Like a disease So tell me if not Maybe we'll see Ultimately My baby my wife My life the flame the light The igniter to strike Desire In my soul My souls fire the only Thing that makes me higher I'm inspired by a designer I've grown tired Of her crying Tears like creeks So please Let me be a shoulder For when she's weak A blanket of love to hold her When she sleeps The tears on her pillow When she wheeps Sleepin I'll be the hero Her saves her in her dreams Let me Kiss her cheeks When she's lonely and needs the company I'll be a light to her path In the dark streets when she's alone Make me everything shell need If she ever seen bad things Give em to me n fill Her dreams with clean I'm pleadin take away her demons Theres 5000 reasons why I'm Pleading She's everything I've Wanted seen or Ever needed For her Ill bleed Pints gallons streams.

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Hope You Know

These days go by I count the minutes In the most important way Its saved my faith Keep me from unhealthy sinnin I'll crave the essence Of your loves presence I'm Lost caught obsessin In the daze of your face Spinning I was lost crossed To no ends Lost in depression Again and again Repeadeted at most I lost the cost Was defeatment No special treatment My level head went The cost I'd never win That lustful thing Kept me barreling tossed Please know I apologize For the dial tone On the other side Of the the line Never mind I was lonely I'll have you by my side Building our home Concealing old pride The feeling of this From my heart not my mind When I was trapped in My dome in my dark times All along I had you To keep me alive The queen to my throne Baby just know I'm sorry for the bumps in the road So babe just know I've thrown the thing that Killed me into the unknown It's so much better to have you Just thought you should know that I love u

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Addiction

Someone please answer me I'm gonna scream I was weak but Why'd I hide Beneath The streaks n stains for weeks and days Feel so week For these things I feel i Reak of shame So now These streams of pain Leak down my face every day I day dream of bein sane So My Thoughts See they lift away Yea they Slip away lost So I'm gone I Drift away things cost In life Im Siftn right because the wrongs lost As This Addiction clings And These drugs they boss My Life sings As death calls Now all these Right things They feel wrong Life strings on But at what cost I'm Strictly loss I'm at a toss Addiction makes u soft Keeps you lost Make u scared Itll bring chills to air to your hair Those Pills and snares Like traps Thier there Times impaired you collapsed And Youd dare Try n lash Addiction hard facts It will Make u snap Drive u back to the past A Backwards lap Thats Packed with facts Stacked with caps You just crack So the The Points And Plastic tubes That Joint And the booze Are your Points to lose Your Joints arent glued Your choices didn't choose u So you come unscrewed to conclude Addiction is hard but the truth it's you to blame For your habit Yes Your to shame Addicted never to be the same Just lifted don't refrain things need strained So as you put a drain on a vein To obtain the sting That sings That clings Someone Don't ya see The way itll Make you Fein you feel unclean takes away your hopes Takes away your dreams Is it to late for me to cease Or is this disease fate for me Or am I Hooked like Bait for open seas I've painted My own tainted scene For you all to see Addiction stay away from me The time and streaks Ive Pushed it up the stream Addicted to addiction On my knees the faker of the sea. Maker of all feins Hater of all things Addicted Don't ya see As predicted with addiction we Just Wanna break free Non the least So keep the beast Keep your own demons In your sleep when your dreaming Silent the screams there misleading Speak up for peace addiction Is now leaving.

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Dirt

Look What is the matter With me I'm not Myself my brain Is scattered it's splattered Like a shattered mirror Anything that's ever mattered Has left me here To deal with My own fear I climb the ladder Because the wheel won't steer Please do I go slow Do I wait right here Please tell me How high does this go I can't hang on anymore I feel myself slipping Wake up on the floor I must be tripping But i'm not sure I'm alert but My concern Is dispersed That I'm sure Is a lesson learned In life ya deal with love And ya deal with hurt You think twice About situations that Might put you in dirt I'm not playin Tables turnt Ya *** gets burnt Cocaine white as Kobane Kurt Brains won't stay When a 12 GA Blow em up Like fireworks Drugs and booze Sex and candy Pirex and brandy Are awful handy When you can't withstand it Gotta gas up and expand it Cloud 9 can cram it I'm on a different planet No I'm not stranded I'm just not standin Medication granted Sedated feelings roll Over everything I've known See I know I've felt alone I've seen the snow The grass won't grow If the weeds take over Where the flowers go Showers of hope The Air smells of roses The towers doors Won't open Theve permanently closed em The wind is blowin Storms like clothin Like a scar that bust open A volcanic eruption Some days i can't even function It's the drugs that Seduct me Time spins I have no luck see What gives Maybe if I Drift off then I'll be ok Do u know can anybody Show me the way Because the darkness is Around the way The lights fading away I'm so tired of feeling This way day after day Wired but won't play Inspired but colors grey Happy goes away Then it begins to rain Man What happened to me Where'd I run to Been spun around So much Like a gun that's Trigger is stuck What the is up In my world The sky is down the ground is up Sounds profound But it astounds me like I'm struck... By a bolt Of lightning Something so frighting Can be so inspiring Snow can't be firey So 6 ft below Can't be a diary

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Mom

MOM How ya been lately Hopefully you aren't medicating I know lately your heart has been breaking Death of ya man ya Best friend I understand But mom I can't stand the way You plan over and over again to end ya life I don't understand you told us death is Where it starts not the end but don't Let the dark in the light is best man.. But your torn apart from Memories of the things that Weighed happiness in your heart Centuries of plenty sing they cling To your soul n bring you out the unknown Atleast I've been told.. You're the one who taught me everything I know So why you letting go you forgetting I don't know if I can be alone I'll be froze in snow or maybe Ill dispose of my own miserable existence of a soul Mom this road you've chose just goes To darkness light is disposed So please I plead don't give up if I'm alone Ill be so weak so please listen to me Don't go till god frees Your life do I have to bleed Your the best mom life would be so cold If I lost the only soul that gave a when I Was alone mom please just trust me I know Your true love is gone yes its tough but your Stronger that that so good thoughts Ought to have enough draw for your pain The times you stumble across the walk And fall start to crawl up the hall just to be In a ball.... On the floor crying and screaming God I cant take This This stress anymore Seized up locked joints pain and suffering for sure I'm sorry for your heart The door isn't open any more but like water in the ocean leaking till It bust open with emotion exploding corruptive Corrosion taking pills just hoping for death to Come but your eyes keep opening God is showing you your not ready to go home see so much for us in the trust of the holy So mom don't go please Just stay with us and hold me Like I was in your hands when they were folding Or when you busted my ass in times of scolding Just so you know your right about everything you've told me you've showed me so mom I'm ya baby forever But ill always will be growing promise you'll get better and I can see my momma glowing before the kingdom of heaven opens The gates if I could see that I'd be over joy n Could see that smile now I'm ok your with dad don't give up or feel trialed

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Fate

Everyday, I question my fate Do I push, this Issue do i wait? The decades of pain. I chose to Medicate in ways, To forget your face. I Stay dazed. For all the ways, All the days, Memories in-vain The torment and pain so ashamed Thoughts flowing Like rain in My brain Tie my veins I just blinked And lost Everything This Time and pain The Guilt and shame It's insane its the only thing that links these trains To their Tunnels In my brain my souls Stained Hotter Than burning flames Im ashamed I medicate mySanity slips away this pain just looms and loops on play i live the death of my own sealed fate id appreciate if id fade away dicipate as i inticipate a way to be saved maybe one day but fate shoves me back into this ing game theres never a winner no first place maybe ill learn one day whos to say it blast off lift away drift away time to sedate this rage ive caused by hate time to medicate So I poke the dopamine Poke the dope in me a rope round my throat Hope is gone the dope hangs on can i keep doin this? if so how long i wanna move on but im barely hangin on yes barely Look around do you see what I see needle caps From using daily Abusing maybe One day I'll be saved From the evil thing That's made me a slave Made me misbehave can i be forgave for All the rage and hate Pushed up my veins I'm to blame For the shame my choices I made Cant take em back The memory is stained So fight and strain yes everyday To stay away atleast ya hope That dope choke me a rope I dont know if Its letting go I hope so so tired and alone Itll expose your soul Take tolls on you Kills you so slow Please help me I need to know If I can still feel When the chills are gone Or am I forever gonna Feel alone my emotions will be froze they were left in the snow whats the deal I mean Foreal... no need crying over spilled milk Feel the pain And it's so real

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Beauty

I love you best bet Ive been a mess from the stress I aint trying to fight I just wanna kiss I just wanna hold u tight I just want Us to be alright Everything to be fine Girl your outta site But i can't Get u out my mind Thoughts got me weak Dear beauty Why do u Only visit in My dreams Yes as i sleep Why do u make Me fein for unclean Things that creep When im resting Counting sheep Its the only thing That brings streams Down my seams Like a leak Down my cheeks I wheep And I scream These streams Of feinded dreams I mean Nothing else is true But my love for u here for real You the only drug I feel Drove me crazy But its forreal You amaze me Feel like i been blazin Purple haze n for The rest of my days Ill be blazed Not changed So amazed The way your face Lights up the room When you walk into Any place Man outer space Couldn't hold your grace The shine of your soul Resonates Your as beautiful as heavens Gates and angel I'll Chase till I'm in my Grave I'm just so amazed You've blessed my days Please never leave Just stay Make the things That have stained My brain and felt my heart Full of pain I try to refrain But you're stuck Like a needle In my veins