Imprisoned

Imprisoned Im locked away Ive been in a cage most of my days Wasted away my young age All for something that Made me a slave Now im full of rage And full of hate Shame and pitty yea They know my name Drove insane By the dope through A poke from a needle's stream Dope it controlled everything My hope just drove away Now im enclosed With no where to go And im full of strain Holes and strings Puppet hold on me Controlled by dope That burns and stings Left unclean but i Do the same thing A game that hurts my brain See the demons scream Tore to the core At my seams Someone please Help me put a cease To this disease That become routine I need to pull some strings Jump dance or sing Demon continues to control My whole being Is my soul clean Just so much pain Need to refrain from Putting a thing in a vain In vane plz light my way I need to see so i can be saved So i keep my faith Instead of lustful things Played like a game Of spades Yea Id misbehaved Can i still be forgave? Will i blow away Trash in the wind or stay? Just fade away? Stand lost at the gateway Thats stayed in place I think of a thought So heavy i start to sink Now on the brink Of a better way to think I beg n pleade Free me please Been beaten Mistreated as a heathen The demon beat and he beat on me He deceived deceiftfulness oh so Decieptfully Please don't seek peace for me Now they lean on my soul And my being of every peice of me I dont wanna know But i see it Please give me relief So i can get at least One achievement achieved I know ive been disobedient But plz believe me Not trying to deceive u But nothing is free No such thing as freedom But i need something A reason to breathe A reason to be 2 spikes in my wrist One in my feet Hung on a crucifix To be damed or "FIXED" swing and miss Cock the grip Squeeze the trigger But theres no clip Sick of this That sits in a pit My past is my past Forget and forgive Why have i? Been left locked in a chest Im depressed give me meds Turns and twist my Gear wont shift I just need a lift Or list of That is what it is Shoulda listened as a kid N i wouldnt have done Have the i in did Things ive said Regret and stress I flip will i quit Will it ever end? Unfortunate the misfortune Of the cards delt to my hand Warped for sure I feel like I am Its important that im sure I can still feel or stand Or is death outside my door