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Vanessa Silva Poem
a heart thats in a total mess
a life with only one request
to have a love so true and real
instead hatreds what I feel
I want to feel like I can fly
instead of feeling like I wanna die
I want someone to care for me
I want someone to really see
the pain I go through everyday
the impossibles I overcame
but still I hold my head up high
refusing to let go and die
for once I want to stay alive
and wait for someone to arrive.
Copyright © Vanessa Silva | Year Posted 2005
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Vanessa Silva Poem
A violent death that I can see
your body watches over me
A silent cry is what you make
before your life was taken away
Lost
Confused without you here
I slowly start to feel the tears
There is a beast inside me now
so very angry
so very foul
Our friendship was so loyal and true
living without you is to had to do
I feel the pain and suffering
as vastly blood runs through my veins
so many ways to end my life
to end my hardships
and my strife
losing you was my worst fear
I only wish that you were here
to make me laugh
to make me smile
just like you did when I was indenial
dizziness is what I feel
as visions start running through my head
visions of you
visions of me
visions of us so happy and free
the more visions I see
the weaker I become
I fall to my knees and know that darkness has come
I lay down my head and begin to rest
to never wake up is my only request
I open my eyes to you holding me and I know
my wish has come true!
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Vanessa Silva Poem
Just because I've moved away
that doesnt mean i'm gone
I still exsist in your heart
and you are still in mine
all the times we shared together will never be erased
the love and laughter that we have
will never fade away
you are the best thing in my life
and this I know is true
you filled my soul with happiness
when I was so cold to you
I love you more than anything
you could never be replaced
you filled that hole inside my heart
the one I thought would never close
you are the only person I can truly trust
you are MY best friend
and my best love
and I will never be to far away
because Blake I love you.
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Vanessa Silva Poem
A sacred love that I have scorn
a bright red rose that I have torn
mistakes is all that I can make
you hating me I couldnt take
I hate the fact that I gave up
a slit in my heart is what I have cut
life without you is hard to bare
its impossible to look at you and just not care
I pushed you away
you shouldnt stay
you deserve the best
without you I know I couldnt rest
right now it seems i'll have to try
I hope I dont lose control and die.
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Vanessa Silva Poem
its hard to explain
exactly how i feel inside
everytime i see u
all i can do is smile
i used to have a heart of stone
u turned it into something true
u tore down tha walls around my soul
and i fell in love with you
just one kiss was all it took
and now im yours forever
ive gotten really close to u
i thought i couldnt trust anyone anymore
until u came into my life
and gave me something to live for
u gave me life
because u are my life
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Vanessa Silva Poem
He won the battle but lost the fight
a little boy too short a life
always happy always free
but now he will no longer be
In our hearts he lives in us
but in our souls we all feel lost
day by day we face his death
but soon we see theres nothing left
we all wake up to a brand new day
and realize that nothings changed
it's hard without him by our side
but somehow we must all survive
the reason i may never know
why we have to live and he had to go
we love you Jordy your in our hearts
and i know your watching wherever you are.
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Vanessa Silva Poem
How could you be so cruel
how could you act this way?
You make me feel so loved
and then make me feel so used.
We were such good friends
until we messed around.
But now you act as if you never knew me at all.
Dont you know it really hurts.
To be pushed away after what weve been through
we were the best of friends
now we never talk
everything has changed
I didnt want them to.
if only i could go back in time
none of this would be true.
But before i let you go
there is just one thing left
no matter what you do i will still love you.
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Vanessa Silva Poem
Everybody wears a mask
the reason I dont know
maybe to hide the pain they go through everyday
or maybe to cover up the marks left by a strong man.
even I wear a mask
but the reasons are different.
I dont like for anyone to see my pain
to see my hurt
or my sadness
sometimes you where the mask so long you cant take it off.
You cant seem to cry anymore
it seems you have no emotions.
take it from someone who knows
never wear a mask
for one day it may never come off.
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Vanessa Silva Poem
living in a shadows blackness
in a room of total darkness
taking life a step at a time
trying to find this emotion of mine
stop and take a long deep breathe
never shall you stop to rest
trying hard to hold on tight
dont let go without a fight
falling down a twisted protal
dont you wish you were immortal?
now to die the sacred death
hurry, take your one last breathe
let one more tear fall from your eye
before you shrivel up and die.
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Vanessa Silva Poem
Tortured by the tears in your eyes
blackened inside by too many goodbyes
never close enough to feel
another emotion thats not on my wheel
a soul thats hardened and turned to stone
an emotion to scared to leave its throne
tortured by your midnight cries
your too many wants and too many whys
too much time to say goodbye
to little time to wonder why.
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