Mixed Emotions

living in a shadows blackness in a room of total darkness taking life a step at a time trying to find this emotion of mine stop and take a long deep breathe never shall you stop to rest trying hard to hold on tight dont let go without a fight falling down a twisted protal dont you wish you were immortal? now to die the sacred death hurry, take your one last breathe let one more tear fall from your eye before you shrivel up and die.