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Amanda Osteen Poem
Rejected defective
Socially unaccepted what saved me from this hell my death did
Bruised and busted none can be trusted what put me here my love did tarnished and jaded all memory of me faded this unknown place that I lie is not with the angels in the sky
Copyright © Amanda Osteen | Year Posted 2022
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Amanda Osteen Poem
Sitting here wishing I was dead,
Fearing the thoughts running through my head.
The pain I feel is more than I can stand,
Falling through hell in fire I land.
Everyone I love wishes me gone,
Everything in my life is wrong.
So how do I fix what's broken beyond repair,
And why should I bother if nobody cares.
Everything hurts and I want to explode,
When it comes to pain I've hit the mother load.
With all of this I can not deal,
Nothing in life feels real.
I'm fighting a battle I can't win,
Everything I do an unforgivable sin.
I'm dying inside and can't save myself,
And to all of of those I trusted none will help.
A bullet to the head sounds like a good ideal,
Because pain is all that I can feel.
Emotions run rampant and blindingly so,
Spinning in circles with no where to go.
Stuck in my head standing over my grave,
I was the one I couldn't save.
Copyright © Amanda Osteen | Year Posted 2021
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Amanda Osteen Poem
Trying to be numb
need to add more cold
With every day that passes
the darkness grows more bold
Memories of the good times
my heart no longer holds
My will to fight is almost gone
the fire has burned low
One to many battles
with nothing left to show
The demon hiding deep inside
is my strongest foe
A war against my self I wage
with heart and mind and soul.
Copyright © Amanda Osteen | Year Posted 2022
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Amanda Osteen Poem
Sitting here wishing I was dead,
Fearing the thoughts running through my head.
The pain I feel is more than I can stand,
Falling through hell in fire I land.
Everyone I love wishes me gone,
Everything in my life is wrong.
So how do I fix what's broken beyond repair,
And why should I bother if nobody cares.
Everything hurts and I want to explode,
When it comes to pain I've hit the mother load.
With all of this I can not deal,
Nothing in life feels real.
I'm fighting a battle I can't win,
Everything I do an unforgivable sin.
I'm dying inside and can't save myself,
And to all of of those I trusted none will help.
A bullet to the head sounds like a good ideal,
Because pain is all that I can feel.
Emotions run rampant and blindingly so,
Spinning in circles with no where to go.
Stuck in my head standing over my grave,
I was the one I couldn't save.
Copyright © Amanda Osteen | Year Posted 2021
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Amanda Osteen Poem
Hurting inside and to angry to be scared the damage you've done can't be repaired
Fighting my demons is a losing game
You promised to stay the same but somehow you've changed
you don't care what pain you have caused leaving me angry hurt and lost
You make me regret the love that I have
Now all thats left is the hurt and the mad.
Copyright © Amanda Osteen | Year Posted 2022
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