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Martin Walker Poem
I see you, more than you understand
Your heart, your soul, its like the perfect book
Your heart it beats and yet you do not live
Why do you resign yourself to such a fate,
A fate, an attempt at life that is such a waste
I know in your heart you wish things where different
Wish the past had not happened,
Wished that your heart did not ache so much
This wish is futile, to wish your heart away is to hide
Do not hide from what enriches your life
You will forever remember this
Learn from these pages in your book
Yet that crippling pain is likely the purest emotion you have felt
I am here staring into you, reading you
I see your soul for what it is,
It is struggling to restore your shattered heart
Your greatest weakness is your fear
You fear for what can be, for the next pain
So many times you have been shattered
Many times broken and defeated
But you must learn to fight back
Learning that pain is only the beginning is the only way
Without this I doubt your heart or your soul will survive
Survive the apocalypse of your life, fate has not ended it
This is after all just the beginning of your future
I beg you to continue your life,
I yearn to read into your heart, mind and soul more
Please forgive my selfishness but I need you to continue
The waste of your heart is too much
The waste of a soul like yours is a shame
I will pass you the string for which to sew your heart
I will pass you each piece, each shard of your soul
Allow yourself time to heal,
The process is only as slow as you make it
Demand your heart to listen to your mind
Falling back into the pit of despair is truly mad
If you allow yourself to fall within its inky depths
Then forever will its dark tentacles enwrap your heart
You have felt the pain now, felt it keenly
Do not fall into vengeance, it is seductive, it is sweet
But it is a short reprieve from the darkness
Take heart, the good die young is what we're told
The better die last.
The best live eternal in their love, for true love is eternal
That love will forever last in another’s hear.
Do not give in to pain,
Do not give in to hate,
Give in to your recovery.
Copyright © Martin Walker | Year Posted 2009
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If my heart could soar then on the wings of your words it would
take flight, and with those words from the heart of you I would
take comfort
If only the light in your eyes shone through the dark that
pervades your past, in time we two may find that light and feed
it with our hearts, minds and souls so that it may flourish into
a blinding beacon.
In time that light may fade and with it the feeling felt in our hearts
and yet the spark will forever struggle against the growing
dark so that it may one day be re-fed. Refuelled.
Shared with others so they may see the light I see in your eyes.
But for now, let we two cherish that light I see in your eyes
the fires that burn deep will burn and immolate our past pains,
creating from the ashes a wholehearted future to be embraced with
hearts and hands.
That light will then banish the dark, defeat it and bring us to a new
horizon in which there is only future, only the welcoming hopes of new
life, new love.
Copyright © Martin Walker | Year Posted 2009
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Martin Walker Poem
I feel like a Revenant of my former self
I'm lost to all, lost to my heart and soul
And yet I linger on
Unwanted by heaven or hell
Left here to finish my business
But yet there is nothing for me here
I am bored with this existence
Its tediousness tires me
I'm weary of this world
I don't like what it does to me
It takes my heart and twists my will
I cannot control myself sometimes
I lose what I am and what I believe
I can't stop it, its inevitable
I believe I will continue forever like this...
Each feeling, each emotional dart
strikes true to my heart, yet, it is not there
It is no longer part of this semi-existence
Its traversed like my soul to a high plane
A plane where it can no longer be torn asunder.
I fight every day just to feel what I once wished I could not
I fight for my self control as I grow to hate this land more and more
I fight on for some sort of reason in life
I don't know why I fight, its all I have....
Copyright © Martin Walker | Year Posted 2009
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Martin Walker Poem
With a heavy heart and a nervous touch I write to you
With all the willpower I possess I continue this charade
I feel heavier with each heartbeat
Stronger and yet weaker,
Unable to process that which weakens me so
I know the inevitable approaches,
That constructed world I pray for
The one I hope and cry for
I know its ever-growing anguish seems almost too much
And then with a touch,
With but a word I am yours again,
Broken and happy
Just a flutter of your eye lashers makes my heart skip
Your breath like that of the world itself
Sending shivers through me, a cooling warmth
Adrenaline sets in and I care not
All I want is you, all I care for is our little world
Ignore all reality, basking in each other’s glory
And then before it can even begin to gather to climax
you vanish from me again,
The waves of fear and anguish set in
I am left as a crushed husk
It is as though I have you and yet will never have you
I fear it still, and yet I turn not away
I turn to you, embrace the inevitable pain
Basking in the euphoric glory when you are in my arms
The feel of your breath
The warmth of your skin
The tingle as I brush you gently
Drinking in all that you are, in total being
I come to accept this now.
If you are ever mine then it will be a miracle
A joyous miracle, and yet still that shot in the dark
That dark that is banished with your eyes
I could fall into you, into lust, into ecstasy.
Into purest joy.
The light you bring into my life is more than I can take
And yet I want it all for myself,
I want to bask in it always, until life has its last breath
I need not the sun, nor the moon, nor the stars.
I have the purest light of them all.
You.
And to you, my dearest heart
I cry one last tear,
Breathe one last breath
And then delve into you once more
If only to experience that which breaks me more each day.
Until you are mine, I will always be broken
You can make me whole, you alone
I wish for your happiness, but I am selfish
As I believe you would be happiest with me.
Copyright © Martin Walker | Year Posted 2010
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You lay there a broken hearted soul
Torn asunder by those most hurtful wounds
Harsh and painful they lay within you
As your heart flutters and your mind spins
They claw their way at you
No longer do you feel happiness
Only sadness
Only pain
I stare as I watch those dreaded claws
Watch as they rip open your heart
Watch as they tear away all that I cherish
And as I see you crumble under the pain
My own pain is re ignited
I feel it even more keenly than before
I can't stand it, you in pain
Him, that dreaded evil
Everything he does taunts me
Every word he's ever said twists that single cord of my heart
I'm coiled now, a spring,
twisting and twisting I continue
Soon it will happen, I feel it
Too soon, I will snap
It will not be pretty
It will not be healthy
Those broken pools of green haunt me now
Staring through my soul
Immolating all that is left of my heart
Those broken and torn shards are fading
Soon there will only be chars
Shadows of previous loves
Dark silhouette's against my huddling soul
Huddling against the pain
Against the darkness
Against those dreaded claws
But hiding only from those pools of green
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Your beauty is almost unbound
And yet there seems to be a quiet sadness in your eyes
You always seem so radiant,
So magnificent in every move you make
I see you as a falling star,
Dying for someone to catch you
And with every ounce of by being I wish on you
For you to be caught by someone who loves you
That someone, I hope, is me
I love every breath you make
I could fall into utter darkness
Just living in the light of your eyes
Your pale skin, so pure, like the wings of an angel
And with these wings I would take flight
Taking our love to the heavens,
That it may be cherished by all
And on this day, day of love, day of hope
I hope that you have a wonderful day
I pray on the very angelic sight of you
That my day has even a glimpse of the wonder that is you
At the heart of you, and at the soul of you
May the light and the radiance I see in you be cherished for all time
May it be the light that guides others to happiness
May your heart never be broken
May your angelic nature never be tainted by pain again
From this time, live on with the knowledge you are loved
Cherished and even worshiped. You are in my heart and soul
Forever, even after time itself ends I will love thee
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Martin Walker Poem
Its not at the heart of me,
Not even close
Its not your heart I feel but your pulse
I feel it each time we meet
I see it in your eyes
A look so sweet
With open arms I embrace you
With hidden charms I seduce you
With open lust I infect you
I know you feel it too
But you chose ignorance
for that hidden bliss
You bask in your pain,
In that suffering you so beg for
the blood I tithe is more for you
For every bite I take
The lights blur and ecstasy is pure
I feel the wake in your breath
And with every night in which i visit
your light fades a little more
And mine grows more euphoric
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With every breath I take
I breathe in the reality in which I live
For every love there is heartache
And I cherish this difference
There can be no life without death
There can be no light without dark
Only the love that we feel
Can numb us to this knowledge
We have a choice in life
To live in ignorant bliss or to hide from the pain
I chose to take each emotion and relish it
To feel each as it strikes me
I may sometimes be harmed by this
I may sometimes be warmed by this
But I know that in times to come
I will look back an know what this meant
I will know that I have lived
Whether this be in pain or in pleasure
I will have the gold that is experience
The priceless item that is knowledge
And with this knowledge I have now
I ask of you only one small thing
That you read this and think of me
And of what you can or cannot be
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I sit and I think of you, eyes welling with tears
As I flood with thoughts of you I feel remorse
You don't understand, never will
It’s not your scars I see, but your heart,
Your radiant soul and that eternal glow of your flesh
I cry not over you but for you, for the loss
You lost your belief in yourself so long ago
You believe that you are a scarred entity
This isn't true, you are beauty incarnate
It’s not your flesh but your mind and heart
I see those wounds of yours, though
They're always present in your mind
You can’t understand my gaze
My belief in your beauty and grace
You never will allow me to love you
I watch, I wait and I am glad I see your happiness
I know I have now lost my chance to be the one,
The one that holds your heart in his hands,
Protected from all pain and anguish
But I take heart, you are in my life once more
In my words and in my thoughts... Happy once again.
I hope and I pray never to lose you again
To have lost you from my life would be a crime
I hope you never read this,
or if you do that you cannot believe it’s you I write about
I believe this would hurt you more to read
One day, maybe you will let me hold you again…
Copyright © Martin Walker | Year Posted 2010
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I feel the anger building,
Its here again,
I can feel it, the darkness that consumes.
I fight its urges and yet I struggle in vain,
I know that I am the monster in the dark,
I know before long it'll consume us both.
I fight against it for your benefit,
And yet it is in my nature to hunt,
To feed and to corrupt.
With each night I prowl,
I stalk the unworthy,
I watch them waste their lives.
Then I take it!
They chose to do nothing,
Or they chose to do too much,
I only chose their death.
I demand nothing from them,
At least nothing they are willing to share,
I am their judge jury and executioner.
I no longer stalk them,
I strike using that inner hatred,
For all they are and I am not.
I leap forward and bite hard,
I take their life into me,
And I am fed their emptiness.
I consume them under the dark of night!
I am unhappy with my duty,
Although it is a needed duty,
I cull the herd that is unworthy
I remove those on the edges,
I take them to enrich the lives of others,
I take them to a new existence.
Unlife is a just word,
We are not dead and yet we cause death,
Ours is a poetic justice.
I feed on their hearts
So that I may live
So that I may continue my job
I am death incarnate!
I agree that we few,
We lucky few,
Be harmed by the sunlight
Sunlight is a life giver,
We cannot be with that existence,
We are shunned by its light.
We live in the light of the moon,
Its reflected light makes us glow,
Gives us the light for our hearts
As I feed on their hearts,
My heart is warmed my the moon,
And the stars make me soar.
I am a child of the night!
I embrace what I have become,
With the thoughts of a world without me,
I may be darkness but what is light without dark.
I give space to the deserving ones,
So that they can then cherish what is theirs,
So that they can prosper in that wake.
I feed and with a mouth full of life,
That life is from another,
No longer life but death.
With that crimson fluid comes emotion,
Mixed emotions so that we may live,
Will you forgive the crimson of me?
Will you judge the Vampire that strikes your heart?
Copyright © Martin Walker | Year Posted 2009
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