Revenant of a Soul

I feel like a Revenant of my former self I'm lost to all, lost to my heart and soul And yet I linger on Unwanted by heaven or hell Left here to finish my business But yet there is nothing for me here I am bored with this existence Its tediousness tires me I'm weary of this world I don't like what it does to me It takes my heart and twists my will I cannot control myself sometimes I lose what I am and what I believe I can't stop it, its inevitable I believe I will continue forever like this... Each feeling, each emotional dart strikes true to my heart, yet, it is not there It is no longer part of this semi-existence Its traversed like my soul to a high plane A plane where it can no longer be torn asunder. I fight every day just to feel what I once wished I could not I fight for my self control as I grow to hate this land more and more I fight on for some sort of reason in life I don't know why I fight, its all I have....