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Cindy Davis Poem
All Lives Matter
A death of your child, could you imagine the pain,
All the heartbreak and sorrow, you would never be the same.
Most people could not even begin to understand,
Oh everything happens for a reason, put it all in God's hands
Imagine begging and crying please God No
Stand helpless as you watch your babies go
Please God explain this to me.
I loved those little girls from the moment the were conceived.
All you can do is stand there and cry
While your child screamed in agony and probably wondering why
What kinds of pain did they endure
Their spines were twisted and very sore.
Never did they enjoy a McDonalds burger and fries.
Everything they ate had to be ground up or they Would choke and die
Oh my God what did I ever do to you.
To make me watch not just one baby die but two?
Well that changes a person without a doubt
How many battles you helplessly watched as your child fought
Fought to live 100 seizures a day
So why did they have to suffer and be made to pay
Meanwhile somewhere else in the big world
Someone is torturing and abusing some little boy or girl.
Copyright © Cindy Davis | Year Posted 2021
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Cindy Davis Poem
Hard lessons learned when brought into my home at the age of 3 and people ask why I have no sense of value let me tell why what it was my mother made clear as i looked on disillusioned, by fear of the cold hard truth that my mother was right no matter what i did or how hard i tried she was right i would never have true love in anyone’s eyes. After i had my children and swore no one would love them more and finally I had some little people who saw my worth and loved me unconditionally ,can you imagine how it felt when God took them away from me. Here i thought i was worthy of love but was destroyed completely when they were taken by the greatest betrayal by God up above. So here my story starts as I stood at my mothers knee. Imagine standing at your new mama's knee at the tender age of 3. As she sat playing and cuddling my brother I patiently waited for to notice she had another So when I cried and asked could you not love me too? She looked at me in complete disgust and said I could never love you I stood about 2 and a half feet tall with tears in my eyes why mama why can you not love me I cried She looked at me with those cold icy eyes of blue What makes you think anyone would ever love you? I took you in came as a set. A major factor I was never to be allowed to forget. I never wanted you as you will be a whore like your mother I did this all because I wanted your brother. I remember as my soul and heart were crushed She smugly smiled and looked at me in total disgust Please mama you love me a little too Again she said never could I love something like you So why am I here I asked my mother She coldly looked through me and as I looked at my mother She calmly said with no emotion at all it was the only way I could have you brother She never flinched as I was told this again and again That I would never be good enough for anyone again So for many years I worked hard at being good Finally at the age of 10 I really understood No one would ever want me asI would never be good enough Finally 35 years later I thought I found my true love Only to find twenty years later That he too could not love me I could feel the smug look and see those c As he found another I felt a blinding pain of memories I could not disguise The only good thing that came from this pain forced me at the tender age of 3 Was i silently knew without a doubt that when I had children they would never feel that rejection. Never would they feel worthless like me. But then the joke was on me because they did love me unconditionally. Because a higher power took them away from me forever.
Copyright © Cindy Davis | Year Posted 2021
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