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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
Black weeds of doubt
still sprout
from the seeds of me pain
remembering the day
when i had lost love again
after letting myself care much
forgot that love is hush
still I tasted the bitter
side of love that wasn't better
those words of pain from your letter
Ignored that, there is danger
in loving someone so much
that love is blind
takes over the mind
had treasured happiness
and locked it away in sadness
for black weeds of doubt
still sprout
from the seeds of my pain
As I force myself to remember
the drying, falling & dying
of our love in November
when summer started
had no love content
when the knife so sharp
those lies tore me apart
left me with black weeds of doubt
that still sprout
from the seeds of my pain
Now I cant say it no more
that I love you alot
for that repetition
does not bring correction
to the horror of my past
when i thought i had found love at last
until the day when all were gone
and our love was done
remaining with only black weeds of doubt
that sprout
from the seeds of my pain
they sprout
cause i doubt
that you love me
i think you'll hurt me
like he did, again...
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2011
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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
Missing you hurts me
thoughts of you torture me
I need you here to
touch your beautiful skin,
see your glorious smile.
The sound of your name
ignites a flame
within this lonely being.
My wish, my dream
is to hear you speak to me
with your melodious voice.
Missing you, evokes a
certain feeling that makes
my stomach turn
and feel butterflies.
Help me please,
I'm falling for you with ease
will you catch me
with your caring arms?
Help me please
I'm drowning in this
pool of pain
and its driving me insane
This feeling of missing you...
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2009
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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
This heart beats to the rythm of a broken melody
unsung, unheard. It tears through these walls of imprisonement
that i created with tears
that flowed, flooded and drowned me
into my world of nothingness
where only the echo of my fading voice
drains my thoughts
where feeling consume and describe me
even i do not understand why
I let this be
why i let me
be bound by this chain
that has become a part of this being
seeing is believing, they say
but I am inviscible
unseen, unknown
striving to be recognized
wanting to escape this torture of silence.
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2010
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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
Perhaps pretending that
This protest playing in my head
Is a plot to please the pain
I preset in my brain
But I’m still insane, ill
Not the same, since you came
I can’t feel the hurt
From my heart
Though from the start
We become as one
And now we are done.
Maybe
I am still your lady
Somehow in your life, I’m handy
I mean something
Though I always think of nothing
Sometimes the suprises you spring on me
Make me smile silently
As I stare at your sweet self, good old days…..
Contemplating of my fortune that I found you
And know you feel the same way too
Until you really hurt me.
I thought your jealousy would end
That our difference we’ll mend
Btu the years I spent
Giving you all of me
So that we can be
I never knew of my worth
Nor thought of my health
You were my wealth
And for that
I was in love with love
Not the reality
That tell a story known to me
Not the song written to express
My own poetry
Lonely I sit here scared
Hoping you’ll finally see
This woman in me.
This girl who’s not hers’ in anyway,
Any day would let you hit her
Leave her alone to bleed
But this has to stop
Because perhaps telling
The world my story
Would make you hear
That the abuse she can not bear
Please do not abuse
This woman in me.....
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2009
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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
Amongst all, my intention
was not to hurt you
though I hated what you did
the fact that i allowed you to
pained me more
Amongst all, my emotions
still breed of you
my nose smelt your scent
that even lingers on my skin
but I never wanted to make you cry
Amongst all, my mind
is filled with thoughts of you
with bittersweet memories
of what we used to be
Amongst all, my heart
still beats to the rhythm
of our song, that we made
but in time fade away
and never heard to this day
Amongst all, my soul
is searching for a mate
that knows it as much
as it would, that cares but
Amongst all this
I wish it was me
whom you never loved...
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2009
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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
If I had the right
to write
of this unexplainable feeling
that need your healing
would you be here
to dry the tears
I can't say it to you
cause I'm afraid of what you'll do
If I had the right
to write
of what is buried deep within me
you'll know that we were meant to be
but my mouth could not move
I am not sure if Icould prove
of this desire
that burns within me like fire
If I had the right
to write
the words will not be hard to find
I'll say it with my might
tell you the truth
that I really
without a doubt
though it may sound silly, I love you.....
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2009
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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
911, I'm in love with someone
he drew my eyes to him
made my world dim
and shone alone in the dark
he lighted in me, a spark.
He burned me internally
pumped my blood faster than normally.
He stole my heart
from my body, he tore apart
he robbed my soul
from my body, now I'm not whole.
This feels like a crime
cause he aint mine
911, I'm in love with someone
He told me he and her are done
but funny?
He still calls her honey
yet tells me I'm sweet
This he says is just a twist
that what we feel is real
so it aint a big deal
But I told him that if he cheats on me
and lets me see
continues to have us both to him
by my hand he shall feel
the hurting that I felt
that I stil feel each time
I'm with him and he looks at her.
911, I'm in love with someone
He promised me we are one
yet I'm not his only one.
I saw them together again
that aroused such an unspeakable pain
the guy who promised me of a love so true
now leaves me blue.
I'm calling this number
not because he's out and I slumber
without knowing where he is
this is a confession of a murder
911, i'm in love with someone
come and get me
cause his life is done.
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2009
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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
My love, I'm addicted to your voice
It sounds through my ears to my heart
Breaking the walls I made
yet you are able to unlock.
My love, I can't live without hearing you
i would be sick from not being able to talk to you
I'd be so hurt even
If we did not speak for a day
My love, I'm addicted to you
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2010
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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
Cupid shot and missed
His arrow fell before it reached.
Intentions to arouse emotions...failed.
Simple, short: She couldn't be tamed.
Did it need to be named?
Or labelled Whatever it was-what he wanted to do?
To make her see his aim to claim her love?
It had to be more than sight
More than eyes that met at night
in the dark when a chemical spark
ignited and manifested
through words, through action
action to explain the pains of emotion
felt but died out in attempted communication.
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2011
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Wathuto Pearl David Poem
Its people like us who are not worth to be looked at
Who have nothing to our names
And wear old cloths barely covering our cracked skin
Thirsty for water and longing for care
Its people like us who stand at your door step
Singing songs without a melody just so as to make you hear
What our hearts are beating to, nothing but hopeless thoughts
Wishing you to open the door and give us something to eat
Its people like us who are so annoying
Apparently we make you uncomfortable
It’s not our intention to
It’s just that in our minds we still think
There are people who care for people like us
Who would like to help us live
Are you one of them?
Copyright © Wathuto Pearl David | Year Posted 2009
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