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Shruti Aneja Poem
I am on the slope of recovery
Down are demons of suffering and anxiety
And this slope ,this slope is slippery
On the top ,good time is waiting for me
With every step forward i am growing
But on this slope ,it is hard to keep going
Infact ,it is easier to relapse
Coz for my little struggles i get no claps
That dark sad sad november
Vividly ,i still remember
When one fight on the phone
Kicked me hard on the floor
All of my recovery was shattered and torn
And i did not want to live anymore
The decision i took in December
To finally change and get some help
I Couldnt have taken without friends and family memeber
It was a decision for myself
That decision was not at all easy
But it gave restart to my recovery
And i am still in the process of it
"No relapse " ain't a guarantee
I might have a fall once again
I may still go through ugly pains
But this time i may not complain
Instead try to dance in storm and rain !
Copyright © Shruti Aneja | Year Posted 2021
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Shruti Aneja Poem
I dont care about your words anymore
Your words now i completely ignore
The uncountable flaws i have must not be your concern
Your judgemental mind must be one
I cry from comparison about me you make
You break my heart when you say i am fake
You called me a loser, i was really hurt
Presumed about me said i dont put enough effort
Everyone's work is what you praise
When it comes to mine you make an ugly face
You kill me with your awful words
They are weapon to my heart and to my mind sword
You say and forget
Break heart and have no regret
Its my mind where sadness last
I tell people and they say i live in past
Stop presuming stuff about me
Your baseless judgement dont let my mind free
Copyright © Shruti Aneja | Year Posted 2021
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