This Time I Will Dance In the Rain

I am on the slope of recovery 
Down are demons of suffering and anxiety
And this slope ,this slope is slippery  
On the top ,good time is waiting for me 

With every step forward i am growing
But on this slope ,it is hard to keep going
 Infact ,it  is easier to relapse 
Coz for my little struggles i get no claps

That dark sad sad november 
Vividly ,i still remember 

When one fight on the phone
Kicked me hard on the floor 
All of my recovery was shattered and torn
And i did not want to live anymore 

 The decision i took in December 
To finally change and get some help 
 I Couldnt have taken without friends and family memeber 
 It was a decision for myself 

That decision was not at all easy 
But it gave restart to my recovery 
And i am still in the process of it 
"No relapse " ain't a guarantee 

I might have a fall once again 
I may still go through ugly pains 
But this time i may not complain 
Instead try to dance in storm and rain !
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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