This Time I Will Dance In the Rain

I am on the slope of recovery Down are demons of suffering and anxiety And this slope ,this slope is slippery On the top ,good time is waiting for me With every step forward i am growing But on this slope ,it is hard to keep going Infact ,it is easier to relapse Coz for my little struggles i get no claps That dark sad sad november Vividly ,i still remember When one fight on the phone Kicked me hard on the floor All of my recovery was shattered and torn And i did not want to live anymore The decision i took in December To finally change and get some help I Couldnt have taken without friends and family memeber It was a decision for myself That decision was not at all easy But it gave restart to my recovery And i am still in the process of it "No relapse " ain't a guarantee I might have a fall once again I may still go through ugly pains But this time i may not complain Instead try to dance in storm and rain !