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Nichole Duel Poem
Gone the nights
of erotic passion, sweat mixing, loves , lubercation
as our breaths labored
we sucummb as one, limbs entwined
The bed a twister board of sorts
we play like children
and oh how i loved you then
Good-bye the tender touch
(I will miss that most)
your arms around me protective
gently caress, making my skin melt
losing all control of my senses
relentlessly in love with you
So long your electric eyes
intense they weaken me
with one look, you make me smile
we hold gazes and speak without words
and I hope you hear my observation
i am hopeless, hopelessly in love with you
So forever my heart will weep with the willow trees
for the death of our love, tragic
Gone is the happness just being near you brought me
good-bye the comfort of your touch
so long eutopia
guess I wanted it to much...................
Copyright © Nichole Duel | Year Posted 2008
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Nichole Duel Poem
Just A Girl, Nichole
Surviving In A Mans World Alone
Me And My Pen
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As the clouds embezzle the day
and darkness maskes the light
the moon and the stars come out to play
dancing magiclly with delight
Dew drops, kiss my lashes
like tears that will never be
leaving me wanting and breathless
wishing that you could see
my heart missing you
loving me.............endlessly
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Reminiscent of a better time
the present I supress......
The knowledge, our love subsequent
my sainty in distress......
My soul, void, destitute, and vacant
needing more, accepting less.....
Authenticly yours, my heart lingers
propitiously surreal, paitence is my test.....
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I am in a sea of dispair
drowning in my pain
My heart is heavy,
a weight pulling me down
I gasp in agony, struggling for air
as I sink deeper and deeper.....
Wallowing in self pity, masking my emotions
Internal anguish, destroying my soul
til I am an empty vessell,
shipwrecked and held down
by the mass of your love.........
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Nichole Duel Poem
Looking in the mirror, appalled by what she sees
a scared lil girl, who longs to be free
born into the world in nineteen seventy-seven
a full fledged woman by age eleven
robbed of innocence at seven, she dreamed of angels and heaven
Sat at the pulpit of sin, hoping god would let her in
she never wanted to do those things, dirty
in the dead of the night
She could not resist him,she couldnt say no
voice still with fright
prying all the while please god dont spite
while he tells her she was made for this, his delight
and soon she would forget
fore in the morning light, it will be alright
so to false hope and lies she held tight
Cuz how could she deny his love, although sorrid
calling him daddy, demeaning and horrid
so she held it all in, even after the trial
fore his sin, was indeed her sin, her denial
and the cancer that ate away at her soul
was the memory of his evil smile
Mirror, mirror on the wall
did you happen to see the girl fall
crimson current on a white marble floor
lipstick quatations "I cant take it no more"
"I am free now dont you fear"
and on the cold blue face lay on tear
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My heart.......Heavy
confused
to say the least
intrigued
at the very best
all the while
falling
eternally down, into a well of insanity
clearly aware
but
unabashed of fault
and
for the life of me
cannot understand why?
Im crazy in love with you
mistreating me......keeping me
captive your slave.
My heart......Hurts
It cannot take anymore of your cruel, midday beatings
in which you seem to enjoy
noticably
giving me
Although not in the physical sense but
stictly metaphoricaly
which seems worse, but also safe
and I know that you can see me
although i feel small and alone
My heart....... Torn
like the pictures I cut out of magizines
while sitting cross-legged at 3am
making a collage of love for you
and all the while I am seaching for the glue
needed
to fasten together the detached peices of my soul
My Heart......Broken
SHATTERED
like that lamp you knocked over in the heat of passion
on one of our erotic rendevous
(we have had many)
Broken yet still intact
and do you know that it still hurts
to breathe
without you
My heart.........Gone
took off
in the shoes you have been stepping on it with
all the while you stood in the dust of my demise
watching me grow void and empty
and for the life of me
I cannot understand
why you said that I was crazy
when it was you
who wouldn't
love me back
Copyright © Nichole Duel | Year Posted 2008
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My paper is milky white
empty and willing
like the night is dawn's canvas
majestic, so is my backdrop,
wanting the words, the story to be complete
my pen jet black
longing to transcibe
seeing the letters fall magicly
my hand dances, Suza's Waltz
merrilly leaving behind my voice
my reason, my ryhme
If my life were a nookbook
one blank page at a time
and my pen was fred astire,
taking me back in time
my paper will be blank at the start of each new day
so no matter the outcome I will always have a say
Copyright © Nichole Duel | Year Posted 2009
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