My Heart

My heart.......Heavy confused to say the least intrigued at the very best all the while falling eternally down, into a well of insanity clearly aware but unabashed of fault and for the life of me cannot understand why? Im crazy in love with you mistreating me......keeping me captive your slave. My heart......Hurts It cannot take anymore of your cruel, midday beatings in which you seem to enjoy noticably giving me Although not in the physical sense but stictly metaphoricaly which seems worse, but also safe and I know that you can see me although i feel small and alone My heart....... Torn like the pictures I cut out of magizines while sitting cross-legged at 3am making a collage of love for you and all the while I am seaching for the glue needed to fasten together the detached peices of my soul My Heart......Broken SHATTERED like that lamp you knocked over in the heat of passion on one of our erotic rendevous (we have had many) Broken yet still intact and do you know that it still hurts to breathe without you My heart.........Gone took off in the shoes you have been stepping on it with all the while you stood in the dust of my demise watching me grow void and empty and for the life of me I cannot understand why you said that I was crazy when it was you who wouldn't love me back