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Crystal Bellman Poem
I so Love this Special Guy
He makes me laugh, he makes me cry.
He makes me yell, he makes me sigh.
He makes me wonder how I'd get by.
He has more energy, than you and me.
He always has new things for me to see.
I Love him with every ounce of my heart.
That's just a beginning, it's only a start.
He makes me smile, he makes me frown.
He turns my life upside down.
We sit and just relax and talk.
Sometimes we also go for a walk.
The things he tells me, I'm so surprised.
The thoughts come from an innocent mind.
We like to go out and play.
Play and play, the entire day.
It's only been eight years, that he came to be.
My son of mine, how Lucky for me.
It's amazing the Love he has to give.
For without it, I don't think I'd live.
And so to you, my very Special Guy.
Your Mommy Loves You, no one could deny.
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2009
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Crystal Bellman Poem
When the day is done, can you say" I`ve been the best Dad I can be?"
Can you look into the mirror and honestly like the person you see?
Should you be ashamed of the lies and deceit you have told?
Or embarrassed you have swept the truth under the rug, like dirt?
What about the child that deserves a million times better than you have given?
Crap is not something to give, but is all that has been gotten from you.
When you close your eyes, does all the wrong you have done, keep you up at night?
Do you ever feel anything?
Are you ever going to make all the wrong you have done right?
Do you even care?
Do you realize what you are missing?
You are so wrong in so many ways.
For so many reasons.
Shall I remind you of ONE major one?
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2009
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Crystal Bellman Poem
Hello darkness...you're not my friend.
You're always lurking...around the bend.
You flash your smile...and you pretend.
That you're my deepest...darkest friend.
You fill my days & haunt my nights.
Blocking any glimpse of light.
Sometimes I'm barely holding on.
Is it really darkest before the dawn?
I’d hold the towel tight & not throw it in.
As I wait for light to filter in
If only....I knew when that would begin.
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2018
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Crystal Bellman Poem
Release Me
Your sweet, warm kiss has poisoned me.
Has taken away my sanity.
I've lost all of my senses too.
The things you make my body do.
Under your command it`s all on you.
Please release me from your spell.
I Damn you, you`re going straight to Hell.
Time has come and time will tell.
Unlock the chains that bind, oh so well.
Release your Satan from my mind.
Be harsh, be kind, just let me go.
For you I no longer want to know.
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2009
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Crystal Bellman Poem
Now, Drink My Dear
I saw the answer in your eyes.
Before the question was asked.
Deepest hurt, pooled in your eyes.
And streamed down your face in tears.
The silence was deafening.
How could Life be so inextricable?
Two hearts in fragments with no aforethought as to this very moment.
Was this a punishment for the joining of two bodies in love?
A love sworn to be agape, or philia?
Our love that imprudently flamed into beastly desires.
A love that pelted us to depths that left us no oxygen to inhale.
Not one in this world could sustain the perils that two have fought.
And now death knell is eminent to our love.
One last kiss, which melts away all fears.
Now, drink my dear.
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2011
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Crystal Bellman Poem
You're Not Welcome Here
When you go to meet your maker, and He says, " How Do You Do?"
Then He says, quite sternly...
"Just...Close Your Mouth...I Know Men Just Like You!"
Whenever you saw a snowflake fall or a twinkle in an eye...
You were being given a chance to become a better guy.
Although, it severely pains me, you never found your way.
And now I must tell you...
Turn Around and Go...the other way.
For you are being punished, for all you have lied to, hurt, used, and taken advantage of.
And most of all for the Innocent that you have blatantly, disregarded.
With horrendous spite and malice, with a smile upon your face.
For they are the True Innocent in the Totality of Life.
Don't think that you can say anything, that I may want to hear.
For I know you far better than anyone could, even more than you think you know yourself.
Your cheating, lying, using, ways are what Banishes you from here.
So turn around and start walking...
Down each and every stair.
And you need to just remember.
Your kind is...
Not Welcomed here...
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2015
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Crystal Bellman Poem
Betrayed by a Friend
Remember me
I was your friend
Till one day
That sure did end
My bodies still numb
I won't pretend
A friends betrayal
Stopped me dead in my tracks
Now, I fear
There's no looking back
Good friends don't come along
Just any old day
Best friends are rare
Like a needle found in hay
As I shake my head
I'm in disbelief
The pains are so deep
My sanity just won't keep
So I must go
To meet my new best friend
Infinite Grief
Got a shoulder to lend
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2015
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Crystal Bellman Poem
It has been 30 years since you have been gone, Mom. I was 18 and you were almost 37, too young.
For you Dad it has been almost 10 years. 58 was also too young.
Life has had its ups and downs.
Mom you have 2 grandchildren by me, 1 by brother, and 2 by sister.
But you probably already know all this.
Because sister you have been gone 6 long years. 40 years old also
young.
Dad, I had 1 more grandchild, a boy.
He is a lot like you, sometimes I wonder if that is a good thing or a bad thing.
Now you have 3 Great-Grandchildren, all little boys.
Sometimes life has been so hard.
Grandmother is gone and so is Aunt M.
You all have no idea of how much your missed and loved .
I think sometimes things may have been different if you were all here, but then again maybe not.
Sometimes I think about how I wish the grandchildren had you all here.
Things have really been hard for them.
I cry thinking about what they are all missing.
How spoiled rotten and so very loved they all would be by grandparents.
How lucky I was to grow up with a full family and have mom, dad, aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents and even great-grandparents, for as long as I did.
I think I cry knowing the comfort and love that they will be missing from grandparents.
Life is so short and could be gone in an instant, as I have learned.
They say time heals, maybe to an extent.
I know time has gone by and I still miss you all.
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2008
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Crystal Bellman Poem
The darkness deepens, like sight unseen
Close your eyes, tight
The mind is keen
Ring out wild bells, to the wild sky
Moments tick by
Days and nights blend
Time is of essence
Ring out wild bells, to the wild sky
Spiders spin webs
Over stagnant waters
Not one mistaken sound
Ring out wild bells, to the wild sky
The sun bleeds daylight
Warmth on your face
Wake yourself up, 'twas only a dream
Ring out wild bells, to the wild sky
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2010
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Crystal Bellman Poem
Mom's Homemade Fried Chicken
Mom's Homemade Fried Chicken
Dipped in egg, rolled in crushed Premium saltine crackers,
hot grease popping around chicken legs...Salivating...
Copyright © Crystal Bellman | Year Posted 2015
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