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Trish Fernandez Poem
My God, When will it start
The love
The romance
The passionate kissing as 2 connect in the deepest part of their heart, mind, and soul
The chemistry of getting turned on by the touch of the other person
The nervous talking and bumping noses
The little laughs from eyelashes tickling the cheek bone
Holding hands winding fingers crazy thoughts
Tightening the space between each other
The control of slowing down to enjoy an adventure without judgment
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You held me down like gravity
Blaming me for everything
You bought flowers to say sorry
Id forgive you everytime
When did you forgive me ?
Never ever have you ever forgiven me
Love is not a game
And now you want a family while your locked away
Love doesnt work that way
You think you know me like your daughters
You act like your the king of the fathers
I finally admit my actions sucked as a mother
Here i am still trapped carrying your emotions
When i have mine and theirs to take care of
It still wasnt good enough with all my devotions
You gas lighted me
In return you protected the kids as if i did this
Im figuring out who the girls are, who i am
You had your chance to be around
Now that theres board games you dont have a match
Behind closed doors were closed hearts
You dont know how to build a family
Your trauma is a weakness in my witness
Are you listening to me now ?
Now my voice counts when im ready to leave
What kind of love do you believe ?
My love is to love myself for the first time in my life
You were so happy
Wishing i would stay
I stayed
Trapped !
I thought I was free
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Gather around this old twisted tree
Gather around little ones,
An old twisted tree speaks
Create your world with the suns kindness
Warming up humanity has surprises
Create your world with the waters tempature
High level tolerance is such a bother
Create your world with the rocks strength
Time after time, you will soon break
Create your world with the sands victory
Your lost in the desert, its such a pity
Create your world with the moons tide
Dont go back N forth, its a waste of time
Create your world with loves energy
Grow old and twisted, life is awesome,
Not deadly
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I washed my sins away when you said, "I have to much on my plate.
I have to much on my plate to wash my sins away.
I washed my sins away when i cried so hard to forget you.
I forgot you when i cried so hard to wash my sins away.
I washed my sins away everytime you stop by.
Everytime you stop by i wash my sins away.
I washed my sins away with every kiss on my lips.
My lips kiss to wash my sins away.
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He masquerade through out the ball
Pretending to be every Jon to get a doll
He teased, he laughed, he juggled it all
This devil was no baby from the fall
Enjoying trickery as everybody was naive
He caught a reflection of how he behaved
Scruffy and hard core in the face
Sweet and loving as his heart goes 4 a race
She saw him staring at her beautiful breasts
She wonder who he was underneath his chest
A fire burning so flaming hot
It would hurt her so,
if she touched his bod
Could the devil himself get her to be curious
Have her chase nothing, so she'll be furious
A heated temper rinsing her cloth
The devil loved her
As he crushed her Like a moth
He danced with her with every song
But did she know, the devil was in every son
She introduced herself as the woman of the house
His silence began underneath her blouse
She wiggled, she feared, she enjoyed his sadistic touch
She wanted out from him arms because she lost so much
The devil didn't care how crazy she become
He loved every minute watching her go dumb
Smirking at himself he got her to open up
It was so easy to see who she was
A fireball ready for action
She ribboned her passion towards the devil's fraction
Crying from the insanity the devil controlled
Her eyes were heavy as gold
She wimperd, she pleaded, "Let me go"
He chuckled, "Oh no b***h, you're my ho"
She couldn't escape his evil plan
She had to marry him where they stand
The two witnesses signed the contract
The devils hand shook as he made contact
Nervous at his own wedding
She was excited and she was ready
To promise her vows in loving him to death
She signed her named ending her breath
They were now married and he was ready for sex
His bride twisted his words as they layed in bed
She grinned her smile like a devils bride
She clinched her teeth and said, "Goodnight"
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One by one sugar daddies pop ass
You gotta be a good baby to spend their cash
If your broke and have no new panties
Flash your tits to get something fancy
Sugar is your piece to play in the game of candyland
Lick him clean to the center of a sugar baby plan
There's a perfect match if you wanna play
I'm curious on mine, so what do you say ?
Will you f**k me to the mad house dj ?
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My dating experience isn't the best
I have no romantic skills to lay out to rest
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Cupid shot his arrow through the leaves
How could you do this to my heart
I dont even know you to mind f**k from a far
Your a person who lies like a butterfly
You keep f**king me as I cry
Only you are satisfied to do this to my mind
Twisting my stomach as I'm kind
You left me vulnerable, incapable, and used
I've been trying to get away from abuse
I didn't enter your life like I was going to take it
You took away my chance for love to make it
You humiliated me when I've humiliated myself plenty
When I'm sick you can't stop pushing me down to be more unhealthy
This where I say goodbye
To a life I wanted so i could survive
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My heart didnt jump the first time we met
It was the first night you jumped my heart
The rotation opened my wings to fly
I flew with my wings closed
Each time we fly together i fly higher
I fly lower each time we dont
I will change to adjust to your time
Your time is valuable for me to change
I thought I was free
I thought you were free
But im trapped just like you
I get a higher view of a birds eye
But i cant see, just like you
Were both blind to see whats in front of us
Im blind to see there is no us
I want to fly in my direction
Not down, up
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I no longer desire to be your slave
I no longer desire to see your body
I no longer desire heart break
I no longer desire sensual passion
I no longer ignore my emotions
I no longer ignore my children
I no longer ignore my health
I no longer ignore my past
I no longer fear you
I no longer fear an outcome
I no longer fear myself
I no longer fear happiness
I no longer hate you
I no longer hate myself
I no longer hate the hurt
I no longer hate judgment
I no longer love you
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This is for today
Today I love my children
Today they both breath
This is for today
Today I am alone
Today I breath
This is for today
Today I saw you both
Today you both breath
This is for today
Today I love myself
Today the earth breathes
This is for today
Because at the end of the day
I only have me
I cant go down again
I cant lose my dignity to people like you
To the people who refuse to stop
Using the word karma is just an excuse for you to treat people this way
I may behave crazy sometimes
My crazy behavior stops when it's time
It's time to stop you
Hurts more to know there isn't a soul around who wants to be around me
Being alone since childhood, it's no different today then it was yesterday
Just for today I will keep myself up
This is for today
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