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Elizabeth Worman Osley Poem
Useless most times,thats how i feel,worthless,confused not a big deal. Hopless,annoyed,feeling cold in my heart. Not understanding why my world fell apart. We didnt have much but our love kept us whole,why did this happen to us a decade you stole. When i think of this family i still wish was there,im the one that gets burned noone plays fair. Feeling sorry for myself i guess that is true,im alone in these streets,with nothing to loose. Against my own will I had to give in,a looser since birth,theres no way to win. Stressed out,so depressed,could this be my sign,feeling this lost,all alone in this life. Noone to trust,all i ever loved went out the door,paranoia settled in me, god i cant take anymore. Im not needed anymore please take me away, god i beg forgiveness for not wanting to stay. When i needed you then you did not reply,understand this my lord im too weak to try. I once was a mom understand this please, so now i am nothing but only a freak...
Copyright © Elizabeth Worman Osley | Year Posted 2019
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Elizabeth Worman Osley Poem
Where do i start,how can i make you understand,my love for you is real,but my life is miserable cause of how you makr me feel. Yo new to me this is all new to me,yo diffrent in so many ways if only youd see. I wish it was the way it was at the start,but now im just lonely with a hole in my heart. I feel betrayed in so many ways,maybe im jealouse all the time you make it like that everyday. I just cant do it anymore,im done being played like before.you a lie like every otha dude,just so disrespectful and rude.its killing me inside deep down inside,im just done with all the hurtful lies. I need you in my life you spose to be my only friend ,but hon i cant do it all ova again. So im just gonna b the one to let it go no matter how hard this is,but yove been playing me all along,so if you c this just no yove always been in the wrong.
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Elizabeth Worman Osley Poem
There was a name for people so kind at times,yes that was my mamma and i believed in her lies. Stolen from me all i had had left,only a thought in her brain of me doung some meth. Misunderstood the relationship we had,
Only lies that were told,on her side was my dad. Listen to methese words iwrite about,
Why continue to fault me and leave me in doubt. I was a great mo,mosttimes i was told,when she came with those court papers i thought that was so bold. I cannot believe how she tricked me that way,so shocked and disturbed,so full of anger and hate. I despised her taunting lil fake act,to pull something so low to not even look back. I cried so many nights wanting to die,praying to God to tired to try. Im a failure its true,so why bother to succeed,disturbing to imagine but to live around her i need to smoke weed. Im nothing now as if i was something before,not proud of my life becoming a whore. I needed a friend,to trust who was on my side,i trusted everyone so dumb and so blind. Too weak to go on and too strong too give in my lifes a disappointment and its making me sick......
Copyright © Elizabeth Worman Osley | Year Posted 2019
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