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Is Today the Day

Is today the day?
Do I stay or do I finally leave?
Everyday I wake up
And just breathing causes me so 
much agony.

Is today going to be the day?
The day I finally say goodbye?
I know somepeople might miss me
But I don't know if I can stand 
another sleepless night
I don't know if I have anymore tears
to cry.

To be 27 and to think about death
as much as I do, 
I believe I'd welcome it like an 
old Friend.
Do I take a handful of pills 
Or throw myself off a bridge
and hope I don't wake up?
These are the thoughts that go 
through my head
When I pretend to wear a smile and
be normal...

Pretend I'm not in pain.

Is today the day?
I'll put on my mask
and suffer another day.
I hear that dying is easy
Whoever said that wasn't wrong. 
Tht living is the hard part.

Maybe that's why today is not 
The Day.

Copyright © Sydnee Phillips | Year Posted 2018




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