Dark Sober Poems

To please her newly married hubby
she asked his mother for her recipe:
a cake with bourbon, rum, and gin
and tasted each before added in.
Needless to say,...

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Dancing with crystals 
blowing smoke through my nostrils,
believing in the delusion
escaping from it's firm grasp;
the memories never ending
it's in my dreams,
interrupting my purpose
lieing to my...

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In the cold night, even flowers were frost,
People sleeping over , what they have lost,
Ditched by others, in the chilling weather,
Drenched with tears , their...

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I drank alcohol and now I am fat  and  laughing inside the dark cave wanting to take all my life back and to...

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To live with the meloncholy sea I’ve created
The poison designated to seep out of my pores
To know that the blame could never be debated
Residing in...

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I couldn't get enough
Your smell
Your eyes
Your hair
Everything about you lit up my world

Now the only way I can get you off my mind is too...

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The Sober Seraph 

I had been to my doctor is always a female I have no choice
Said I was too heavy – her words- I...

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They fade away 
Like distant memories
Do not cling to their toxic remarks

It’s meant to pull you down
Hidden behind
Their smiles and falsified hugs
Of reassurance

Watch their hands
Watch...

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I know this is the hardest *****for me to ever do
I know alcohol has always been apart of my life it's like it's the only...

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Sober Times. 
A gigantic dark grey cloud covers the town and its environs 
and rain fall in large lazy drops that when hitting ground 
splits...

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So dark.  So deep.. So hard to breathe...
No where to retreat.
Wont accept defeat!
No time to sin, or look within.
These walls are closing in...

I've spent...

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