Short Supressed Poems

And
dancing
in  a ring-
singing all year
round

Note :One danced/sung at Christian destivals throughtout the year until 
supressed by puritanical influence.Thus many carols have an Easter reference 
therein...

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tears,
         emotion
swells
      within..
and..
        stays:
yells out
yet is 
        supressed,
sadly
      it
          cries,
'til
     in time
bursts
       forth 
              aloud

inspired by Nimrod Enigma theme...

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contentment contradicted by emotions supressed
more like medicated happiness 
an unmanagable mess
lost in deception
denial, i lied to my self
with a destorted perception
I sabatosh my health
abandon my values
turn my back on my kin
in a control battle with addiction
I delusianaly think I could win
a downward spiral of adventure
in which im killing my self
its time to surrender
its time to seek help...

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Our bodys close
I feel the heat radiating, pulsating
The sweet smell of your cologne tickles my nose
Your making me quiver from head to toe
Breathing deep and lost
Skin so soft
All to be heard is our heartbeats,
As you hold onto your breathe
Your short gasps of air, my fingers gliding threw your hair
Bliss at its finest
Laughing supressed
Our actions take us onto the cold hard floor
Oh, how I love our tickle wars

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I am at war 
At war in my mind 
I Wonder what I will find 

Inside....

A mind full of pride 
supressed by humility 
Trying to be confident in the face of insecurity 

My mind.... 

Trying to release thoughts of progression 
held as prisoners by repression 

My mind...

needs to be freed
Im uprooting every weed
and sowing in pure seeds

I try 

No lie... I do try 

The epicenter of my being
stops me from seeing 
truth. 

but connect it to my spirit 
and the lord will vist.
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