While it lasts.
Before it’s gone.
Fighting to keep the passion strong.
Knowing it won’t be too long.
Before I’m left with our memories.
Rewinded and reminded with each lyric
Of our old love song.
Every-time I turn the radio on.
I wouldn’t change my heart.
Together, separated or broken apart.
When you study things long enough.
It gets easier to understand.
Things won’t seem so tough.
All the answers to your questions
Will always present themselves
Even if they’re covered up...
Her mind rewinded back to a better place and time reminding her that, wait! There was no such minds rewinding in minding a better place and time in her minds rewinding times. And that made her feel sad, yet, it empowered her at the same time to mind her minds reminding of the sad in minding the times in rewind.
Then, she thought of the here and now. Here? and Now? She thought of those here and now times that reminded her that minding her minds rewinds were not for the here and now times. Go figure, she thought to herself. Figure what? What about figuring thoughts out for herself in the here and now?
Focusing forward before the here and now thoughts reminded her of the minds time to forward the time before rewinding reminded her to mind rewinding the time to a better place and time.
Sitting here all alone
Getting lost in my head
Wandering off in the fields of your game
Soaked by the pouring rain of your lies
Burned by the pain spreading like a wild fire
Silent tears aflow speeding down to lakes
I am left stranded on the brink of drowning
alone
Lost in my dark world
Dwelling on the past
Letting anger boiling in my heart
My mind is on fire spitting harsh words
I am miles away from forgiving
Time speeds away and tomorrow becomes today
Still you are rewinded in my head
And time and again sitting in my own pool of tears
Never realized how much precious time had slipped away stealing a piece of me into damnation
I am hurt
I am broken
I am sad
And I am worn out
So today I am going to care for me
I am forgiving you to fade out of my mind
From this day on you are a memory of a well learned lesson
Today I am walking with my head up
and smile like I just received a box of Macadamia chocolate
I am free and I'm gonna love me more
Peace out...
Smile
Akkina R Downing
6-20-17