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I Smashed My Head Against the Wall Today
I smashed my head against a wall today.
I hit it against the concrete until it bruised and now I bleed.
I’m just so damn confused and I can barely eat.
I smashed my head against a wall today.
I cut my face with a blade today.
Right above my eye.
The blood falls down my face like tears.
I love this feeling… this feeling right here.
I know this feeling is not a lie.
I cut my face with a blade today.
I planned my own funeral in my head today.
I decided I don’t think I’ll have one.
Viewing my body wouldn’t be any fun.
Please don’t think about me when the day has come.
I go to sleep dreaming of a loaded gun.
I want to die today.
Everyday.
I feel everything yet nothing at all.
I feel so small.
I smashed my head against the wall.
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Paige Ducharme
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