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FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION ARLINGTON HEIGHTS ILLINOIS

CRISIS SESSION FBI HUMAN RESOURCE DIVISION NON-REDACTED
FBI: HELLO WHAT IS YOUR EMERGENCY

AGENT BROWN: HELLO THIS IS AGANT BROWN AND THAT DARK PLACE IS RETURNING AGAIN I AM IN CRISIS AGAIN 

FBI: OKAY WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU STAY CALM 

AGENT BROWN: IT BEGAN DECADES AGO AFTER MY WORK WITH SPECIAL AGENT PAULA BRAND AND SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH  

FBI: CAN YOU TALK 

AGENT BROWN: NOT IN THIS MODE MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN MY HEAD IS HURTING HORRIBLY I RECIEVED 24 INJECTIONS IN MY HEAD AND 12 NERVE BLOCKS FOR TRAUMATIC PAIN SINCE THE CAR BOMB IGNITED MY SKULL THEE ARSON MURDERER OF NINE THIS IS WHERE IT BEGAN 

FBI: YOU'RE DOING GREAT 

AGENT BROWN I CONTACTED SPECIAL AGENT BRAND AFTER I NOTICED MY EX HUSBAND CIRO GARGANO WERE INVOLVED IN SOMETHING SINISTER ARSON MURDER NUMBER NINE I WAS WRITING IN A JOURNAL WHEN THESE JAMAICAN WOMEN BEGAN BREAKING INTO MY HOME RETURNING TO GARGANO WHO WAS PARKED NEAR MY HOME THIS RESULTED IN THIS JAMAICAN DRUG SMUGGLERS ARRIVING TO END MY LIFE TO MY SURPRISE THEIR GUNMAN WAS KILLED AT MY FEET IN FRONT OF MY CHILDREN 

FBI: STAY CALM

AGENT BROWN :I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I HAVE BEEN RECIEVING MENTAL HEALTH TREATMENT RESULTING FROM MY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT I COULD STILL HEAR MY FETUS HEART BEAT AND EVERY SINGAL NIGHT I AWAKEN TO A SMOKE FILLED ROOM HEARING WAILS SCREAMS OTHER TIMES I COULD HEAR CONVERSATION WITH THE FBI GOING OVER HOSTAGE SITUATIONS MUGSHOTS OLD MURDER CASES CORRUPTION ORGANIZED CRIME I JUST WANT THE VOICES TO STOP

FBI: YOU ARE DOING GREAT WERE HERE TO HELP ARE THE VOICES TELLING YOU TO HARM YOUTSELF 

AGENT BROWN: NO THE VOICES ODDLY ARE IN RUSSIAN ARABIC GERMAN I'M TAKEN TO A SECLUDED ENTRANCE ON THE MOUNTAINS OF AFHGANISTAN MEETINGS OF THE MINDS ARE TAKING PLACE I OBSERVE THESE LARGE SCREENS 

FBI: STAY WITH ME BROWN 

AGENT BROWN: I CAN'T BREATHE I AM BLIND FOLDED A FEW MEN ARE BEING BEHEADED KNEELING AS I LAY ON A STONE SLAB COVERED IN FINE GARMENTS THESE ARABIC MEN ARE SPEAKING CALMING ME TELLING ME I'M SAFE CHILLING YES I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I'M ALWAYS TAKEN HERE WHENEVER I AM AWAKEN TO CONVERSATION WITH SPECIAL AGENT PAULA BRAND

FBI: ARE YOU AFRAID

PANTING SHAKING I WANT MY MENTAL HEALTH BACK WHY DID THEY STORM MY HOME RIPPING PAGES OF MY JOURNAL MY POETRY I'D BEEN WRITING SINCE THE ARSON MURDERS 1985 AFTER MY NERVOUS BREAKDOWN ON THE AIRFORCE BASE I'VE BEEN IN CONSTANT TREATMENT DR PATEL IN TAMPA FOR YEARS RUTH COOPER IN FORT MYERS DR KHAN DR MARY NUMBCHUCK IN WISCONSIN DR DEB MAYO OF WISCONSIN MANY PSCHO THERAPIST BOBBY STRAIGHT KILLED IN WISCONSIN RIGHT AFTER SEEING ME STEPHANIE BRACKETT OF WISCONSIN HELPED ME TREMENDOUSLY AFTER BOMBS WENT OFF DOWN 22ND STREET WISCONSIN I KNEW MY KILLERS WERE GOING TO END MY LIFE SO I BEGGED THE FBI TO HELP MORE MURDERS MORE THREATS MORE BREAK INS DIRTY COPS LAUGHING AT MY MENTAL ILLNESS HA HA HA HA HA DRIVING HONDA'S SLAMMING ON RAMS THESE DIRTY COPS SOME ARE FEMALES SOME WERE ACTUALLY WITH MY EX HUSBAND AND CIRO GARGANO HELPING HIM ABUSE THE CHILDREN AND I 

FBI: CIRO GARGANO? 

AGENT BROWN: YES CIRO GARGANO THE ARSON MURDERER THE FBI INFORMED ME HE FORCES IGNORANT AFRICAN AMERICANS TO COMMIT CRIMES WITH HIM THEN HE RATS THEM OUT AS HE SITS ON A THRONE OF CORRUPTION HA HA HA HA THIS IS FUNNY TO HIM KILLING PEOPLE HE THEN FAKES HIS DEATH TAKING ON THE IDENTITY OF DECEASED AFRICAN AMERICANS WHILE HE CONTINUE KILLING INNOCENT PERSONS FINALLY INTIMIDATING BULLYING ME I BEGGED GOD TO ALLOW ME TO END MY LIFE JUST TO STOP THIS MADNESS SENDING ME INTO A FETUS POSITION EACH TIME MY HOME IS INVADED MY POETRY RIPPED MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL TAMPERED WITH HENCE MY MIND HINDERING MY TREATMENT

FBI: ARE YOU TAKING YOUR MEDS.

AGENT BROWN; MAME I'VE BEEN TAKING MEDICATIONS SINCE 1994 RUTH COOPER THE DEPRESSION BEGAN I WAS SO ASHAMED TO BE ILL IT REALLY TOOK MY BREAK DOWN ON BASE SO MANY MEDICATION TRAZADONE TO SLEEP ZOLOFT MIRTAZIPINE ELAVIL LEXAPRO LAMOTRIGINE BUSPRIONE OLAZAPRINE KLONOPIN ABILIFY YOU NAME IT TODAY I TAKE SEVEN INCLUDING A NEW ONE TO STOP THE FBI VOICES FROM RETURNING RELIVING TRAUMATIC EVENTS I USUALLY WRITE IN MY JOURNAL AT NIGHT BUT SINCE THE BREAK INS I RATHER WRITE HERE SO THEY WON'T BREAK IN MY HOME GOING THROUGH MY MEDICATION IF IT WASN'T FOR THE MILITARY ORDER OF THE PURPLE I WOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF LONG AGO

FBI: YOU ARE SAFE HERE DEAR 

AGENT BROWN; NO I'M NOT SAFE THE CORRUPTION WE INVESTIGATED SELLING DRUGS FOR CIRO GARGANO COVERING UP HIS MURDERS ARE STILL SLAMMING ON BREAKS DRIVING RAMS TRUCKS WITH THEIR MIDDLE FINGERS OUT THE WINDOWS BECAUSE CIRO GARGANO PROMISED TO PAY THEM OFF WITH MY AMERICAN POETRY MY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY CLAIM TO FUND VIOLENT OFFENDERS BEHIND BARS IN WISCONSIN FALSIFYING DOCUMENTS FRAUD FORECLOSURE AND THE FLORIDA BAR BEGAN IN MARK OBERS OFFICE DURING THE MURDER TRIAL WHEN AN IDENTITY FRAUD JAMAICAN FEMALE OBSESSED WITH MY POETRY MY IDENTITY MY BEING A CONFIDENTIAL HUMAN SORCE RAISED HER RIGHT HAND AND SWORE SHE WAS ME IN 1984 WITNESSING THE PLOTTING OF ARSON MURDER OF 8 IN A TAILOR SHOP IN ILLINOIS KNOWING SHE WAS A LITTLE GIRL IN JAMAICA RIPPING SUGAR CANE THIS WAS TO HELP COVER UP THE ARSON MURDERS OF NINE THAT GARGANO COMMITTED WITH MY EX HUSBAND YOU SEE THIS EXPOSED ME TO ALL THESE KILLERS THEY PLANNED MY DEATH SENDING GANG MEMBERS CORRUPTION ISLAND DRUG DEALERS TO MY DOOR SHOOTING INSIDE MY WINDOW WHILE SHE JUMPED BACK IN GARGANO'S SEDAN AND PLOTTED TO BLOW UP MY FACE YOU SAY I'M SAFE HERE IN AMERICA I AM ONLY SAFE WITH THE MILITARY ORDER OF THE PURPLE HEART VETERANS SAFE ISOLATED WITH MY JOURNAL MY TREATMENT BEFORE GARGANO ARRIVED WITH THESE VIOLENT OFFENDERS AND FAMILIES ON THEE ISLAND AND IN WISCONSIN GARGANO AND MY ABUSIVE HUSBANDS HOMETOWN WHERE THEY CONTROL THE WOMENS PRISON    

FBI: STAY CALM AGENT BROWN REMEMBER TO BREATHE 

AGENT BROWN: BREATHE SLOW SHALLOW INHALING EXHALING VIOLENT OFFENDERS ARE TRYING TO KILL ME MY IDENTITY AS A CONFIDENTIAL HUMAN SORCE RESULTED IN 66 % OF ALL DRUG SALES TO CEASE I AM AGENT BROWN 

FBI:YOU ARE SAFE

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