I am Back once more
I’m back once more.
I spent a long night contemplating which people to remove from my life, the ones who drag me down.
It’s time for a transformation in 2026, a chance to relieve the pressure in my chest.
Like a Maidenform bra that left an imprint,
What a relief it is to let them go.
My poem captures both my spoken and silent reflections.
You may hear my island accent as you go through it.
This past year has been good for me, despite the COVID-19 pandemic that struck in 2020.
I had a breakdown yesterday, but today I feel somewhat clear-headed. I can truly recognize certain people for who they are: bullies.
I’m refreshing my social circle for my new friends. I haven't shed many tears this year, as I’ve cut back on gambling and focused more on saving, which is positive. Unfortunately, my sex life has plummeted like the temperature in New York to freezing.
My poetry stays authentic and unrefined, yet my smile has grown friendlier towards strangers. I believe I’m starting to appreciate humanity again.
I still have a long journey ahead to rebuild something called trust. I spent another long night reflecting on my strengths and weaknesses.
Growing up, I cherished the biblical tales that resonated with me.
In many instances, the weaker characters are often taken advantage of by the stronger ones; being vulnerable can lead to exploitation, diminishing our self-worth and power. For what? A fleeting moment of intimacy?
Did you notice my tears in my writing? No?
It's not about what you glance at, but rather what you perceive—Thoreau.(quote)
While you gaze up at the ceiling, mulling over your thoughts, the three parts of your brain are functioning together.
Nevertheless, weaknesses can cause them to drift apart, making me feel as if I have lost touch with myself.
Today is for me to hear my voice. Farewell, my lover; greetings, new friends. Hello, new friends.
Copyright © Annie Lander | Year Posted 2025
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