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Right Into This Traffic Jam

I have issues with the sun
It burns
It burns so much these days
It burns it hurts my face
Yet I am going out now
Right into this traffic jam
Right when the sun is big and bright
Where is dawn? 

What a mess I am 
There is no such thing as a want in me
I rather tuck myself in my blankets as I wake
Shut the doors
Shut the window 
Lock it all
And do nothing 
And that's part of the reason  I am late
That's why I am going out right into this traffic jam
Out to the doing of stuff 
Out into engaging in mundane activities
For the mere chance of maybe sustaining thyself
Plus some maybe surplus

I put the same song on repeat
As I go out right into this traffic jam
I am such a miserable creature
And that's why I walk around with my head down
Self loathe
What bravery is needed to be me everyday
The worst thing is I am not so uncaring 
But somehow I embrace the me that I know lacks

It's funny how even I am right in this traffic jam
I wish to just go out
And just go back home

Copyright © Sharon Nyambowo

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