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Three Cheat
Three days ago I did not wonder if you loved me
Five days ago I did not wonder what you would do if you could not me
Three months ago I did not think that in my lowest moments you'd disrespect me
Three days ago I did not think I'd look at your phone and see
A million photos, ones not of me
Three days ago I needed comfort from things the world did to me
Three days ago I did not need comfort from the ed up you did to me
Three days ago I didn’t wonder if i was pretty
Three days ago I thought you loved me
Three days ago I did not think about getting an std when you ed me
Three days ago I wondered why you wouldn't just marry me
Three days ago I did not know that it was because it wasn't only me
Three days ago I sat and cried about the babies I have lost that you wanted to have with me
Three months ago you saw some other girl’s pussy
Three weeks ago I wanted to know why you seemed unamused by nudes
One day ago I found out that it was because you're just like other dudes
Three days ago I needed you to hold me, love me and let me sing to you
Three days ago I had no doubt that something was going on
Three days ago I chose to not find out, to be whole instead of torn
Three days ago I didn't want to look into it because I didn't want to see any of that
But Three days have went
Three months have went
Today has come
I know everything
Yesterday I let you comfort me
For the pain I paid an expensive cost
You should've paid me for all the tears I lost
Left bruises on my body just because it got heated
I guess it's true and they were right he ing cheated
Yesterday I let you try to see
Every ed up thing you claimed wasn’t reality
But tomorrow I will not have "you"
And you sure as will not have me.
Copyright ©
ST Hopper
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