Why Kundalini Aint the Key and Moloch Aint My Master
i felt like an adult, and i guess i was, but barely;
old enough to feed myself, but still on mother's dairy.
struggling to find the cost of the intrinsic value of my state,
i pieced together my emotional standing and found it rather reprobate.
with a lack of responsibility throughout the span of my formative years,
i had rendered myself unable to repent as i relapsed into my fears.
and so, i sought deliverance, from the pyres of my youthful and foolish hearth,
and as i dug, i found that hidden wisdom buried in the earth.
at first, i thought, 'this suits me', as it played my every chord,
from desires and temptations to convictions from a lord.
and this knowledge was truly wisdom, but on a dually-inverted scale,
for the wisdom within was the insight i gained on the substance of a god known as ba'al.
so yes, my eyes were opened to the multi-dimensional essence of life,
and yes, i've learned the symbols and even acted out the rites,
and yes, at a time, i dedicated my ardor to the pursuit of what gratifies,
but in the midst of my enlightening and the opening of my third eye, i realized-
i'm only half in control of any contract or bet.
and at that, i was bought at a price i did not set.
so, i am destined for a role that i haven't filled yet,
and cannot thwart what has, since time, been set.
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