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Living waters, holy fire

burn me down
like Babylon 
consume my flesh with fire
unquenchable
Desire

Raze me to the ground
scatter every brick
To the four winds
bury me
like Osiris 
divided
divine sectioning
seconding
Sacralizing

phallicizing 
Pour your living waters
down my throat 
into my belly
and up from beneath 

holify me
gushing, rushing 
Living Water
sacral phallic water

energize me
Wholify me
receive me
willingly, this sacrifice
please me
please me
pacify me

resurrect me
Holify me
living waters never quench
Holy fire
Lavafy me
Molten living metals
running through every channel 
veins, arteries, capillaries, nadis 

Open me
i, the channel, emptied
eradicate me
Split me up the middle
reverse my topology
Outside like the Inside
precisely as the Inside 

I receive you
Open me, Penetrate me
lava flowing up Inside me

like the infinite Outside
show me
the unbounded Abyss within 
mirror still
Lake Placid
reflecting
Perfectly 
not a ripple
but still vibrating 
Energy
forever on fire
Lake Salome
the gushing wet birth 
of the twenty-four-sided Jerusalem
forever on fire

Copyright © Justin Aptaker




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