That Moment
I awoke early that morning
to an unfamiliar familiar sound.
I rose from the bed with cacophonous singing
ringing in my ears, separated the curtains
with the breast stroke of an Olympic swimmer,
and opened the blinds to the on rush of time.
Peering through the window
of my three-story, lofty view of the world,
there she was sitting on the nest
aesthetically nestled near the top of the giant oak
where generations past had returned
after winter’s wrath, to the safety of the mighty fortress,
to rebuild dreams – the pursuit of happiness, the inalienable right.
She tilted her head from side to side, ogling in my direction.
Our eyes met.
Her singing hushed. An aching silence came down.
She raised her wings, shadowing the vision of her progeny,
their mouths opened wide,
the two heads bobbling with anticipation.
“How are you on this beautiful morning?” I asked,
inviting telepathic communication,
the transported message lost somewhere in translation.
Then I saw him, sprawled on the sidewalk
beneath the power lines of harnessed energy,
the enlightenment of a dark world.
He lay on his back, motionless,
steam rising from his cooling body
like smoke from a freshly discarded cigarette.
His twig-like legs pointed skyward,
feet reaching for the perch
where he and she paused momentarily,
each trip back and forth,
faithfully fulfilling the parental duties.
He was her mate for life.
She wrapped herself in stillness
and lapsed into a bed of tranquility,
shocked and confused,
probably asking the age-old question, why?
She had no one to console her,
to help with final arrangements – no one.
Even the passersby ignored the carnage.
Who cared that he was dead, or even how he died:
drive-by shooting, suicide, random act of terror.
I slipped on some shorts and a pair of sandals,
descended voluntarily to ground zero,
retrieved the fallen hero,
placed his remains inside a plastic bag,
then placed the body bag into a giant freezer bag.
They say it takes forever for plastic to decompose.
This double-bagged container should have twice the life.
From the seventy-eighth floor,
she dolefully observed the numbing preparation
of the ominous crypt as her heart collapsed,
like two crumbling towers, into the open void,
waiting for the morose, mordant earth
to cover her sorrow now buried in darkness behind her eyes.
As he was gently positioned into the pit of finality,
just below the frost line, beneath the epic oak,
silence held captive yet another moment,
pondering – what may lie ahead?
Now a single parent, can she handle the work of two?
While away in search of food,
will pedophile vultures steal the young?
Will some Corvus Corax accuse her of abuse?
Will an Otus Asio judge sentence her to a sanctuary for life
to orphan her chicks?
Worse still – put them up for adoption?
And there are thousands of flying and crawling Vermin
that survive with his demise – radical pests, intrepid militants,
disguised as activists, sheltered by conservative liberalism
now emboldened by the monument,
a tribute to political righteousness eulogizing that moment.
Suddenly, the shot heard ‘round the world, the day of infamy,
and all the moments of the past
lined up behind that moment,
and all the future moments fell in line in front of it, in endless rows,
like the long rows of flag-draped caskets
sitting in an airport hangar somewhere in Maryland,
sacrifices of dying hope that gave birth to new life, like in the tree,
rescuing that moment for remembrance
for two good reasons – you and me.
Copyright ©
Mickey Grubb
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