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Consented
I'm only 15 so tell me why you're tempted?
Knowing I'm underage and my actions can't be consented
I'm a jail sentence and a life on a registry.
Are you willing to risk your freedom for a single night with me?
Thats hilarious.
That question never crossed your mind.
I wish I had been smarter and that I could take back time.
I had a fetish..
I liked being the bait for predators in silent temptation,
I liked being in an embrace that could lead to their incarceration.
I liked knowing...
They were willing to throw their life away for me.
Not only did it hurt but it fueled their Illigal fantasies.
I was problematic.
I was toxic to my core.
No matter how much I hated myself I always wanted more.
I keep messages and pictures of
Those who I'd chosen.
Knowing what they are yet their names forever unspoken.
I promised to keep it secret and that promise I shall keep.
Even when he looked conflicted as he dropped me to my knees.
Men knowing better. Men in places of power.
Men far too old for me in a 3 am shower.
I have issues exactly as they seem...
I liked being a pedofiles dream.
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Wendy Boutin
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