Consented

I'm only 15 so tell me why you're tempted? Knowing I'm underage and my actions can't be consented I'm a jail sentence and a life on a registry. Are you willing to risk your freedom for a single night with me? Thats hilarious. That question never crossed your mind. I wish I had been smarter and that I could take back time. I had a fetish.. I liked being the bait for predators in silent temptation, I liked being in an embrace that could lead to their incarceration. I liked knowing... They were willing to throw their life away for me. Not only did it hurt but it fueled their Illigal fantasies. I was problematic. I was toxic to my core. No matter how much I hated myself I always wanted more. I keep messages and pictures of Those who I'd chosen. Knowing what they are yet their names forever unspoken. I promised to keep it secret and that promise I shall keep. Even when he looked conflicted as he dropped me to my knees. Men knowing better. Men in places of power. Men far too old for me in a 3 am shower. I have issues exactly as they seem... I liked being a pedofiles dream.