Consented

I'm only 15 so tell me why you're tempted?
Knowing I'm underage and my actions can't be consented
I'm a jail sentence and a life on a registry.
Are you willing to risk your freedom for a single night with me?
Thats hilarious. 
That question never crossed your mind. 
I wish I had been smarter and that I could take back time.
I had a fetish.. 
I liked being the bait for predators in silent temptation,
I liked being in an embrace that could lead to their incarceration.
I liked knowing...
They were willing to throw their life away for me. 
Not only did it hurt but it fueled their Illigal fantasies. 
I was problematic. 
I was toxic to my core. 
No matter how much I hated myself I always wanted more. 
I keep messages and pictures of
Those who I'd chosen.
Knowing what they are yet their names forever unspoken. 
I promised to keep it secret and that promise I shall keep. 
Even when he looked conflicted as he dropped me to my knees. 
Men knowing better. Men in places of power. 
Men far too old for me in a 3 am shower.
I have issues exactly as they seem...
I liked being a pedofiles dream.

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