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Reading the News

Nov. 19th,2012

A POEM

By: C.M. Charron





Reading the News



Opened, or Closed? 

Blue like a corpse?

or

Pink as a rose?

Under my clothes;

It all is exposed.

My self is discarded

along with the rest .... undone ......

My best.

My choice?

My TRAUMA!

My inadequacies 

Not like a virgin mother.

After then the blood regular
a river flowing of tears EVERYTIME

Frantic  shame

fear and guilt

Patches in my Quilt, e.d armor

Falling down

down down down

farther. The HIT

This FIT! to fit

My dishonor as a woman

My womb in

men’s hands

Desecration , mutilation,
preservation and restoration
of

TIME. 

Wishes and wants (sigh)
intention the prevention.
Here! here take it already!!!

Here? Hear this!

HISSSSS , I heard 
The call and the sacrifice is mine
A prayer to God
That is yours that there isn’t shame
My king is a kind judge
A patient master of love 
Who are you to me?

Pain stained and I remember not in vane ,
to keep had been a crueler game.


With life this cycle and this time disadvantaged.

The chance is

for who? Not YOU!

Mr. Lawmaking  man , listen to my heart beat!

See ME and every other sister, my brother!

As your daughter, your mother not just some OTHER

in this place HERE, these fears.

You  can not. You have no ears and you are blind.

Both your crimes

Not mine

I must not forgive you
That is what GOD does 
That Spirit alone
The Angel at home 
The wound to my soul 
Against the nature 
One day in the eternal
We will meet 



Copyright © C.M Charron




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