Something Special
Please get me something special to eat, I have just recovered from an unusual heartbeat, please give me something special to eat; I just want to stand up on my feet.
My heart is racing, my hands are shaking and my knees are knocking against each other. I have given all that I’ve got to get my life back and I have not had a good night’s sleep since destiny landed me into the deep.
Night after night, my heart is troubled, days upon days I move about just thinking about the entire episode, how I can deny that this saga has had me spell bound.
I am always a cordial person, well balanced and conscientious, and every day I have to live with allegation hanging over my head and my life has become a living walking dead,.
I have gravity in my feet but the cord keeps dragging me to the ground and sometimes I have to hold back the tears when I feel the fear. Life can be so deceiving when you search for inner meaning and the clouds in the sky have a symbol that says do or die.
I tried to escape my mind but the image was there all the time, I had nowhere else to go, so I had to be part of the daily show. I have met personality upon personality, face accusation upon accusation and put up with the devil trampling upon my faith.
It was a hard pill for me to sallow, and every day it causes me much sorrow. Sometime my only consolation is to gaze at the stars in the skies and imagine myself flying over the heavens with them.
My morning and afternoon were the same, no one wants to hire me, they only want to retire me just to get me out of the way to start a new day but my hour has not yet come.
I must admit that I am a sociable person, and my mind is at ease when I flow with the breeze. I love to be around people and all my relationships are consensual because I am responsible and I am not evil,
I know when to take a dive and I know when to parachute to the sky but this time I was prepared to die than to have my reputation further trampled into the ground .The savior was just in time to give me a rebound.
I am still processing this, because I have given it all that I have got, and just one piece of evidence staring in their face change the entire case, it was small but it was big, but I knew that it is not the big things that matters or the preacher shouting over the alter, it is an heart of love shining from above that radiates the whole human race and fill us up with grace.
It has humbled me and it has perfected me. I will put everything behind me and start a brand-new career, please get me something special to eat, I am very hungry.
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Christine Phillips
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