So many difficult struggles and obstacleS
Every attempt is an utter failurE
Lost hope,no one to heaL
Finally analyzed myselF
A tough process like searching raindrops in seA
Certainly protected me from the havoC
Thank God,I am buoyanT
Using this skill ,I happily prepared a tableaU
Agenda of my endeavors in this erA
Lust for success,stilL
I feel like nucleiI
Zeal to attract electrons(success) to glitZ
And let me get amnesiA
To forget the pasT
I am now eager to meet the failure's antI
On the whole, I see a new me,whO
Never want to resigN
Categories:
mysel, courage, growing up,
Form: Acrostic
"Dear Santa i know
Youre a busy person and i hope this leter tel you
Wat i need. i need a fathel. Qu'ikly
An 'though id rater be the unhapy person, itl beter
To write you and say i believe on you.
"So its jut no words, but my life and iam not a bery Sentiment 'bout fixes things. Wel, i mu'st e'plain
'Cause i dont want to confuse you.
"Wat i try to say is for those e'raged
Things and fru'trated love, and i'm jut as glad
Youre not confused, and beside that,
Wat el'e is there you think somethin' el'e?
"But you mu't bring this father
And if you dont, i'm not blamin' you by any magic
Set or by the stormy-cart animals, as mysel'.
The l'ast thing that woul' not happen. How'ver,
i felt like i'm more part of your pa't
Pickin' up on the street savage tongues who come to you
And remove all your skin, i learn'd this from a book.
"And i hate them so much
Not only t'ey were oblig'd to kee'
Their own na'ty pleashure over me but they hurt me too!
"Was ever such a message wat i wanted,
i oug't to ask? Please, reply it qu'ikly.
From "The Nursery Dawn"
Categories:
mysel, daughter, father daughter, hope,
Form: Dramatic Verse
I cant control the world
It moves on it's own ways
Just have to hold on in it and grab on for dear life.
I can't help everybody cause I cant even help mysel,
Im always making wrong decisions,
and end up falling down but no one sees me.
Should I fight it?
Can I make it through?
I want to loosen my grip,
I want to end all this.
I feel so alone,
Im really cold.
I feel so annoyed,
Im getting old.
I dont know where to find help,
I keep searching for someone to save me...
Im moving so slow,
I keep hurting myself when i want to go.
I should just think more,
And when the time is right I can move on faster than before....
Help me make it through,
I can no longer breath,
Wanna hold on to you.
Help me fight my fears,
Im weak now cause no ones there for me...
All my pain,
All my sadness,
All my worries,
All my heartaches,
broken peices my lifes right now,
going down in the road through darkness.....
Wanna shout out loud,
the anger inside..
Wanna let it go,
my emotions are so cold...
Im bleeding in the inside,
But nobody knows...
Why am I so different from everybody else?
Categories:
mysel, loss, sad, me,
Form: Dramatic Monologue