Self Actualization

So many difficult struggles and obstacleS Every attempt is an utter failurE Lost hope,no one to heaL Finally analyzed myselF A tough process like searching raindrops in seA Certainly protected me from the havoC Thank God,I am buoyanT Using this skill ,I happily prepared a tableaU Agenda of my endeavors in this erA Lust for success,stilL I feel like nucleiI Zeal to attract electrons(success) to glitZ And let me get amnesiA To forget the pasT I am now eager to meet the failure's antI On the whole, I see a new me,whO Never want to resigN