I'm a Little Masochistic, But Not in the Way you Think
I'd give you the shirt off my back
But only because I'd need you to like me
The eyesore that is your beat up honda in the driveway
I said I would call but I can see you didn’t believe that
Christmas family gathering but Jesus couldn’t make it
Cigarette burns on the couch and drawers empty of
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Categories:
masochistic, anxiety, celebration, conflict, family,
Form: Free verse
The Masochistic Soul
"The Masochistic Soul"
That soul
is a masochist
pushing the limits
like an envelope
to the edge
the mystery
in choice
why It chose
to roll over
a new life
again
on repeat
always
karma came
just the same
opened
the door
slammed shut
the lesson
fine tuned
the pain
(LadyLabyrinth / 2023)
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Categories:
masochistic, muse,
Form: Narrative
Masochistic Personality
In this room, just you and I
No lucky witnesses. Isolated
I want my punishment, give it to me good
Violate me, desecrate me, make me yours
I'm the byproduct of the covet you created
I need the friction, humiliation
Please squeeze the essence out of me
Bury me, I need you to smother me
Screaming out, I'm addicted
In a hot sweat, body
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Categories:
masochistic, lust,
Form: Free verse
Masochistic Love
If you were to slap me, I’d whimper,
If you were to flog me, I’d scream,
If only one time you’d have yelled at me,
And I’d just scream at you, but it could never be.
Instead you used promises against me,
Took my hopes and dreams from sight,
Bundled them up into a flurry of words,
And beat me with them
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Categories:
masochistic, lost love, romance, games,
Form: Free verse
Masochistic
Happiness comes from brooding on the dark
Because once it consumes, it reshapens your heart.
Adorning alabaster vellum in glistening dew
Possessed with colour,
Since all affections and passions have escaped
Into an unknown zone shattered deep in thought
There’s nothing else left
No salvation intends to come from above
Forgive me for taking measures
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Categories:
masochistic, on writing and words,
Form: Blank verse
Masochistic Blond
Leather, rubber, PVC
Synched waists, stiletto heels
Padded bras, chicken cutlets
Body stocking, pantyhose
Sitting around, TV on
Laptops open
Googling...
Waiting
For a sleaze bag
To book a session
Half hour, maybe more
Fingers crossed
The bell rings
Door’s buzzed open
Short, fat, ugly, hairy, thing
You would think he was Brad Pit
The
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Categories:
masochistic, people, pain, girl,
Form: I do not know?
Masochistic Heart
I must be masochistic for falling for you
When my heart doesn't feel pain,
I'm lost
I don't know what to do
Try to love me
Try to need me
Try to be the best
I'll just run
I'll just hide
Because I'm not fully happy
Until I feel a pain in my chest
Maybe one day I'll become soft
Maybe one day I'll become smart
Until then
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Categories:
masochistic, lost loveday,
Form: Rhyme
The Masochistic Lovers
We have lived a false life, you and I,
Chasing halcyon dreams through chaos and despair;
We have ventured beyond the brink,
And only just returned – with weakened knees
And tremulous smiles, our hearts bruised anew
In clandestine partnership we defied the gods,
Breached life’s stony contract, and delved,
Greedily, into Pandora’s box…
Like happy-go-lucky
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Categories:
masochistic, angst, death, girlfriend-boyfriend
Form: Free verse
Masochistic Nightmare
This thing called writing is not my idea of fun!
it looks so easy when the inspiration is there
but a pain in the **** when none is coming.
Oh, to be sitting in front of this old computer
squeezing each drop from this useless brain
in futility when nothing at all is working within.
I have been chewing on this
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Categories:
masochistic, on writing and words,
Form: I do not know?