Ghosting me for six weeks is powerful as it shows that you do not care
You wanted to give me space as you knew of my life
My mind can only handle so much as the heart is starting to feel bare
If you could not be there for me in my time of need, how could you expect me to make you my wife?
Years ago, I started to build a bridge and wanted you to be a part of it
When I tried to move forward into a relationship, you stated that you would not based on your mother’s belief of class Manship difference
Oh, how you led me on, and it ended up the both of us not being a perfect fit
In truth, I believe that your jealousy led me on and that your mother was not an interference
For that night and the time spent on it, I wanted to feel the joy in my breast.
The possibility of a relationship was gone when you spoke
When you said no, my heart and mind kept going without rest
Because of the words of your mother folk
For you, my heart is closed.
As I am indisposed!
Categories:
manship, anxiety,
Form: Blank verse
Most confining and to the decencies,
Feebled feelings and enslaved alternates,
Oddly detached, from them degradations,
Of whimpered whines and conceived illusions.
The reliance on the diminished decisiveness,
The age past then that's best in stewardship,
Oddly detached from the practice in manship,
The dependence on them downed possessions,
Of untimely prowess, times of emancipations,
But conceitedly troubled with fantasized them,
The perceived attachments to concise illusions.
#Aug_2022
Categories:
manship, anger, anxiety, betrayal, confidence,
Form: Rhyme
flapping on the line
tidbits hung out to air-dry
wash day tomorrow
for "friends" and fam'ly
this one-up-put-down-manship
a game that we play
social networking
broad-edged music of the wind
lives to haunt one's mind
August 19, 2020
Categories:
manship, 11th grade, games, grandmother,
Form: Senryu
Fajitas For Rosy
Stare stall and groan,
groom
and rake morning sand
pocket book door key
Samarkind club Tokay[OK]
fingernail rail
onto slime beach
in AM. after hip-dip[ and drink
with [still- -speed] seed.
and,,,slowly walk [away]
may
yield
small great pea.
point of all, small mall animal
like a tiny mammal, knowing
Lithuwana
wanting a polish dog ,...
Fajitas for Rosy Muruyama
bank worked Brinks maintop, manship
in my brother’s sterile sink.
Ah! Rosy[Ah! girl!] lemonade and fish soup
with little bits of trapped tourist toys floating
in flotilla grave. wave.
Categories:
manship, allegory
Form: Haiku