Long Weeped Poems

THE IMPERSONATOR SAT BEHIND HER DESK OF TWICKERY FALSIFYING FILES AND MURDER CASES RECRUITING VIOLENT OFFENDERS TO END MY LIFE OVER MY AMERICAN POETRY MY FEAR ANXIETY LED ME TO CONTACT THE FBI AS I...

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Bugs are crawling in my brain
I want to go out into the rain
And laugh and sing and dance all night
But mine is not a happy plight
You see, they say I am insane

I say, I just...

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I once was a grand and old oak tree,
Wearing my crown with shades of green.
A protector of fields, a watcher of night.
I stood with my pride, till the mornings soft light.

I watched the burrows, and...

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   An anti-resolvent-fume-
of-infest-chokes-out-integral-yield of humanity. 
Thick as molasses, blackstrap morass of emnity.

Blight is apathy, and apathy is blight. 
A Void, a claim farming the abyss. 
Marketing it's lie, on sale. 
Though it has...

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Mommy had a cold, now Dragon has it too. Oh woe is me! Woe to you, too!
Fire’s dribbling, fluidly from his eyes, as lava flows, in a nasty watery goo.  
Coughs shoot in fireballs,...

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i am my mother's daughter 
a little bit flighty
kind of a tomboy
feminine and ladylike
when you want to be
counting on my hand
the times i saw you in a dress
or put blush on your cheeks
and reddened your...

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**Content warning: depicts abuse (please skip to one of my more lightheaded poems if one needs to).


To you, your abuse began as a game or joke, 
so insidious, so quietly inhumane, 
a spontaneous, cautionary tale,...

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She threw an understatement where my thoughts lingered 
Words hiding beneath the shadow of reason, 
Triggered 
Thoughts sinking in portrayed reality 
Silently in a raging mind 
As she sips drunk from the bottle of poetry...

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A Garden rejoices when it envisions colourful exquisite blooms everywhere filling the empty spaces.
Lush green grasses are the attire it adorns and flowers become the embellishers. 
Even a sad heart would feel enlightened & placid...

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Tying the little letter with the softest green ribbon, 
I tucked it safely inside a large tree, the one she often leaned against in the park. 
A few days passed, I eagerly awaited her return....

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he day after i was born was a day seen tragic by members of blood. Thicker than water, but never stronger than the bonds of sons and mothers, suns and seasons, logic with reasoning, looking...

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It was a cloudy day in march...
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Ooooooh.... Oooooh....OoooOooh...
Open up my pane and seep in my pain   
I weeped too long without you    
Open up my pane and let in some rain    
Shower down...

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what is wrong with thee?
o, plenty.
The non verbal,
repetitor.
She listens to wandering
ghostly attempts at
remembering
the past
to perserve
her future
to maintain
a quo.
ta.

of whom she laid eyes on,
upon the day
when her heart spoke
the language
of the unknown monk
whom the captain watts
often...

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Years had passed by..
The inner child in me had grown
I often reminisce...

Growing pains along the way..
Troubled by mistakes..
Dominated by fear..
Feeling like a burden to others..
Painful guilt ..  
A baggage full of guilt
Traveled with me..
I...

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Trapped to be bruised
This soul weeped, 
Crying,
my first breath..,
'Death has come',

Labour struggles
Spewed me out
With water and blood
of mother's womb
Erasing memories
of life I last lived,

Caging my thoughts
in flesh and bones,
My soul hypnotized,
In illusory comforts
Till death became
Destiny of birth

Here...

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Ooooooh.... Oooooh....OoooOooh...

Open up my pane and seep in my pain
I weeped too long without you
Open up my pane and let me hear the train
So we can learn to see where our train tracks lead...so you...

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when i was a child, 
i used to complain.
about so much noise in the house
caused by so many family members, 
about the guests,
arriving after every couple of days..
and i considered it pain.

i complained about my...

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This is my love letter 2 u
Devan I feel u like words from heaven
I love your smile this 
I know cause I have travel 
miles 2 see u smile
U make me feel like a child...

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When They crucified The saviour Mary cried,
WHen they placed the thorns upon his head
The spear within his side.………….
and I know within my heart she had to weep,
as they gambled for his garments at his feet.

Mary,...

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you left....
now your nothing but a figment of my wondering imagination
nothing left to hide
as i lay here broken inside
to have you here now
would mean nothing anymore
because you once allowed my soul to happily soar
i wouldnt...

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The day you left us,
I sat alone in agony and longed to be free.
I closed my eyes and cried with pain.
But then, suddenly, I saw the rain;
I knew then, that my Jesus, weeped also with...

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Defined by struggle.
I've learned to endure.
To persevere.
I've been battered. broken. torn.
But i'm not afraid of what's in store.
Not anymore.
I will not lose hope. 
I cannot lose sight.
I've gained the strength through the years that I...

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Thy Heavenly Father You listened,
You were there for me last night,  as I sat and weeped,
Thy Heavenly Father you heard me, as I crumbled in tears from deep within,
Thy Heavenly Father, you held my...

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"Love Hurts"

   So many times I've weeped in anger, from thinking he was the one for me, one unanswered phone call to the next, now I regret, how stupid could I be.
 ...

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