Long Unsatisfying Poems

I declare,
said Grandmother Moon,
in a distinct correlational dialect
of new to full moon recycling health,

You have the right to remain free
of annoying monotheistic waste-stream Authorities.

Waste-stream Authorities...
And who would be responsible
in that LoseLose way?
I was asking about...

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I 
Am shame  
In my vice   
Hate the acclaim    

Help me Jesus Christ    
And take away this pain    
My wounds are covered in...

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In my life I often feel I am alone; alone in my thoughts, alone in my musings, alone in my day-to-day movements and unsatisfying activities. I move like a ghost through hallways and down sidewalks,...

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If music had taste yours would be tofu
Fills you up, but unsatisfying to chew
Let me tell you what I don't want,
Not the same ole same,
Get-stuck-in-your-head-drive-you-insane-music
If I hear another Swift super-hit I swear I'm gonna lose...

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Dear Tony,
                                 ...

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RUMBLING ROADS.

I can spend time scribbling words
Already written in 1000 note books
I could watch intently those that already HAVE
And try to get what they have achieved
I could do well too, if I pretend that I'm...

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Helen Keller 
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 This is what eye remember about the MOVIE of course eye never knoe her. She 
was moving constantly moving at least the actress who...

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Everything changes right before my eyes
Just leave me be for a time…go hang out with your buddies
I wish there was a prescription for my type of depression
The aching sensation churned in my stomach…
I was about...

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I   
Am shame  
In my vice   
Hate the acclaim    

Help me Jesus Christ    
And take away this pain    
My wounds are...

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Your body smiles at me
so let me reciprocate the inviting gesture
with the natural gifts of arousing pleasures
well presented in erotic packages.

My curiosity is unfairly punished
by your hypocritical skimpy skirt
flashing the flesh so systematically and hiding...

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Smoldering reflections of a scarlet moon,
wearing a crimson half-smile ...
silhouette rest on the rose-embroidered kimono,
draping your naked anxiety 
Thorns on the other side of the pillow — 
lonely fears of a union dissolving,
pierce through the...

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clicking by/
a ticking fly eating out my eyes/
which are dry because i cry on the inside/
my soul rides on the pain/
and with that i'll gain a strain that this time I might maintain/
a steady sort...

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failed “savior” turns addict

s/he wants to “save” you from yourself
to feel like they have a
purpose,
as if they were put on this planet by some greater force,
something that spoke to them & 
said,
“dearest subject, you need...

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Unbelievable how difficult it is to see
Eyes looking in different directions,
Seeing diverse things, seeing paradigms others do not
Unbelievable confusion, as we diversify and divide.
The world seems to be cracking.
The haves, have nots, have tos, haven’ts,...

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I have been sequestered amongst the desert sands
like the Israelites before they claimed Canaan
Wandering about right beside my homeland
All for some kind of cosmic lesson or training

    The unsatisfying, brackish water of...

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Has a woman ever made your head lean to one side

Has she ever made you wonder why

Has a woman ever made you go WOW in your thoughts

And before you realize

you have been talking out loud

And...

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Quiet devastation ~
a space occupied completely alone.  
Necessity for perspective without assistance.  
I cannot make noise,
should I scream for attention,  
it becomes a cheap fix -
unsatisfying, pity based. 

So I meditate on...

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Throw bold differences that inspire our colorblind eyes and cast themselves out of their opaque truth and discover feeling reality
Everyone feels the crimson hatred that we all burn this world with
Just as the icy blues...

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When my heart feels like breaking,
And, on this road I’m taking,
There comes a fear, dreaded forsaking,
Causing such doubt – my soul is shaking!

When my soul feels like it is dying,
And, on this journey, I’m crying,
Longing...

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Got up early and feeling surly
and I don't wonder why
Chest hair is curly and feeling burly
I'm not going to lie
There's only so much that I can touch
and turn into gold
I've got one crutch, things are...

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No Longer a Satisfying Symphony

When the piper plays the pipe,
Our hearts flutter,
At the sweet soft  melody.

The piper all set up and tuned,
With his little snare drum
Begins to work his magic,

The piper plays,
Electrifying symphony of...

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We took seeing our friends and family for granted.
We could do that any day of the week if we wanted to.
Children sat in dark houses for days at a time, pushing buttons.
Listening to bells and...

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Poetry with no emotion.
Poetry without a notion.
That's all I read.
Unsatisfying to my own need.
Apparently no one feels anything anymore.
Not like they did before.
I'm not the best.
I'm not like the rest.
Perfection in my unity.
My puzzles to...

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Sometimes I see the world, 
And maybe my life as a trial to try to become perfect.
This creates unsatisfying feelings within.

See, nothing is perfect,
Nor ever will be.

All the wrong things in this life,
Only leave room...

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I still wait for you 
the end was unsatisfying and empty
I can't leave you in the past
no matter how I try
your are still a part of me
I have cried my tears for you
and tried to...

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