Long Maddness Poems

I cling to memories of days gone by,
Flooding the gates of my windows eye,
I had a happy life,
As I was supossed to have,
Until jealousy exploded from,
My x-husbands hands,
I divorced this man,
For his abuse and torture,
While...

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I miss the married life
O how I wish that the anti-Christ
hadn't seduced my world
hadn't seduced my wife
I should have known from the beginning
when she said he was close to life
and that we should all practice...

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Love has cast it's eye
                        in mans direction
will I choose it's life
...

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Beneath the smoke
Rises the fire,the spark
That makes the eye twinkle
The spark...
A little yellow flame shining in the dark
Illuminating a big light 
On these black pota.

An aroma of sweet smelling incense
Rising to the clouds,
And from a...

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.:lost:.

if only at that moment i had known his meaning
my mind reeling but capturing no footage
my fingers stealing, precious space on the keyboard
typing...aimlessly
if i had only felt what he had said
then i would know that...

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I look at my kids wondering why we gotta struggle,
I gotta get it together and find a new hustle.
My dream of being stable never seems close enough,
But I know I gotta make it through all...

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I cry EVERY TIME I come here, But I just cant stay away
Cus I know you ladies are all feelin..... what I'm feelin.... EVERYDAY!

I read your posts and cry, my heart breaks for all of...

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He is a mind under a fist
Within a box inside a darkness;
He is a monolith upon an obolisk...
A mighty legend in his own mind - -
Owner of imaginary greatness.
He is a whisper of obsession
Holding tightly...

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A Drastic Turbine filled of emotion
A Overturned Bottle About To Spill
This Reckoning. This Fate.
     Was Meant To Fill
A Soul;A Million from inside & out.
But it's inside me, so I scream, and...

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We find ourselves in the fires
That burn away all the lies
We told to one another
Just to feel alive
To claim that we love each other

	Smoke has risen and clouded the air
Which we deeply inhale 
Sucking it...

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All around the room closes in
I can't see him, but I know he is here
A gentle touch on my back
And he soothes my pain away.

All the maddness creeps slowly out of my soul
And eve though...

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SPIT THAT 

 He says to spit about it 
But that nigga cant even b real about his   
All his game playin  His lame ways
 Its all old  Cold  
What...

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I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do
I'm watching myself fall apart, and I'm loseing control
Everything I once knew seems like a big lie
Every dream I once had has crumbled before my very...

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Imperfection. 
That's my true definition. 
Hidden within the prison of
Saddness and Konfusion
And kaged and shackled by
Maddness, and Delusion.
A psychotic subconscious, 
With no place or worth.
Alone, embraced by fear.
This is my home.

Built from stones of insecurity,...

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Life here and it is now 
written my me 
life here and it is now 
it tells us if we are happy 
life tells us if we are blue 
life here and it is now...

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Once again the sandman visited late last night,
I held my arms open wide greeting him.
As the dust settles on my eyes I slip,
I fall down a hole, slipping into a new world.
A world where everything...

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It comes on so fast like a torid rain
These feelings of weakness and unforgiving pain
To keep them at bay, what can one do
Someone give me an answer, or just a clue
Sit and stare, and just...

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Let us escape our space and time
Let mine go forward and yours unwind
And let us meet on even plain
Just for a day each others claim
Before the dawn we both awake
Aware we only have this date
To...

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Hearty har har - helplessly howling happy hysterics
awareness, after all, always amazes artichokes!
Everyday evil eggs are eaten eagerly
yesterday you yacked yucky yellow yolks
singing silly sickening sapsucker swill songs!
Dangerous dopey dogs deny dumping dung
but bark big...

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Death stands knocking at my door
"Go away" I scream, "Go away"
But he chooses only to ignore
And not listen to what I say

He keeps peering through my windows
Looking for a way, to enter in
While making subtle...

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Seek , do I , the end , to a tormentuos pain ,
                      ...

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Anticipation blinks
and bleeds
while you walk out one final time.
You think it's all a game-
and yet I'm always to blame
after all the shame
and pitiful mercy-

The moon lights your path
darkens close to mine-
I don't want to find...

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LoVe and passion
         LoVe two hearts entwined
         LoVe now adays out of fashion
      ...

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Life is short
But this time
It was bigger
They all tried so hard
To forget her
The rumors spread
That she was dead
She didn't blame them
They didn't know
It hurt the teacher
Hearing what they all said
The maddness
They could not stop
Nor the...

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I wish I had a million dollars
I'd pass it out to homeless people
I'd give some to charities
I'd give some to people in need
And don't forget the children who can't eat
I wish I had enough money...

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