Farewell

Anticipation blinks and bleeds while you walk out one final time. You think it's all a game- and yet I'm always to blame after all the shame and pitiful mercy- The moon lights your path darkens close to mine- I don't want to find you- nor see you- nor hear you, sure I've caused a lot, but you've caused so much more. I'm a hothead? Psychopathic- while your mouth freely judges to those who don't keep secrets- or anything to themselves. Adieu to you and all this maddness I'm not sorry and I don't plan to be- you've wrecked my ego- bruised and shattered and instead of revenge, I'm letting you go not cause I'm hurt- sulking in the corner but because I can't be with a guy like you. I can't be with someone who doesn't know who he loves- I can't stay with you.