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In the early 80's I was a scary lady.
Dressed up in the tattered clothes
of the wicked witch in my place.
I had an ugly rubber mask with
a bad eye and a big wart on the nose
Really was a hideously ugly face
I'd add more things to it with time
For ten long years I added everything.
I had the long flowing tattered skirt
A crooked witches hat bent at the top
Every year it'd keep on winning
I had spiders of all sizes on my shirt
Then rubber rats pinned onto my arm
and on both of my shoulders as well
I perfected my witches cackle and laugh
Those that knew me were not afraid
I had the others under my spell
It was the perfect personification to have.
I'd always walk through the haunted houses
To see how the other witches were dressed.
The witches or warlocks were frozen and mute
Wondering if I was part of their crew
I really miss those days I have to confess
I'd have to say it was everything except cute.
© Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts, a month ago
I wish I had a picture to show how much I accumulated and increased the look and realistic motions and actions my witches's life was like. The uglier and more frigthening it was for others to see the happier I became. I gave it to someone when I had my baby as it scared her so much. but now I wish I could recreate it perfectly. Though I've never seen a mask like it again
a life destroyed by a dr's stupidity.
Angry that his holiday was ruined
because a woman was in labor.
his carelessness altered my reality.
I would have been born without pain
if he wasn't in such a rush that day.
breaking my skull as I slipped from his hands.
then tried to ensure a secret it'd remain.
But then six months later it came to the light
my body began convulsing uncontrollably
my parents took me everywhere they could
till finally they spoke to that doctor about that night.
My childhood proved difficult with no control
never knowing what would happen in a day
rejection and taunting were tools of the bullies
and the stress of it all would take its toll.
Then growing up after graduation day
I went to Canada to see some of my family
the cabin pressure from the flight there and back
awoke the sleeping monster on my 18th birthday.
a brain tumor began showing itself slowly
my dr ran some tests finding it shocking
my parents and himself how long it was there and why
it grew around fragment of bone and in a sack to protect me.
But as years went one more things appeared
dangerous pregnancies and miscarriages as well
after my life changed again new things were diagnosed
things that I once told could happen and was feared
So now I have more than just the epilepsy
but three new ailments I now live with
not counting the small things all along
lupus, Ra and thyroid issues remind me life isn't easy.
but all this taught me that I am not defined by my disabilities
as people consider them, but instead are my limitations.
God guides me showing I still have so many possibilities
©June 2019, Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts
Blanket of snow....
Outside the air is crisp and clean
The tress are pristine white
and a blanket of snow covered the lawn.
In the distance the sounds of machines
They're plowing the roads before night.
Inside we sit snuggled together
Sipping hot cocoa with marshmallows
While enjoying the warmth of the fire
Knowing this is just the beginning of winter
We still have a long time to go.
There will be days of fun ahead
of catching snowflakes on the tongue
and seeing the frost form on the glass
of sliding down hill with the sleds.
snowmen to make, and carols to be sung.
Bonnie Hollywood-Cutts
My Nephew Bucky.
You have always been a special one
You made me so very proud
We always had special times and fun
We'd dance and sing aloud.
When you'd fall and get hurt
You'd run to me to stop the pain
and wipe away your tears and dirt
No matter what our love remains.
You grew up to be big and strong
You went to serve our country
Came home safe where you belong.
Knowing you did your best to keep us free.
Then you fell in love with a lovely girl.
Together you have a special little boy
You've made your mark in this world
You fill your family with so much joy.
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story behind this poem
His real name is Aaron buckley. but when he was a toddler he had trouble say the L sound in his name so it always caame our aaron bucky. so the name stuck.
He is my sister's son But I basically raised him. He was my first chance at knowing what a mom felt like. When looking at their child. I did everything for him that I could possibly do,to protect him and keep him happy and on a positive path in life.
Whenever he fell and got hurt he'd come running to me to make it better. Even if his own parents were right there. I'd reach down and pick him up and tell him to hug me so tight his pain would transfer to me. He believed it really worked so he would let go when it didnt hurt anymore and then would run and play. It was those types of things that hold a special place in my heart. jnowing he chose to look up to me for guidaance and go to my parents for anything else. Ge;s turned out to be a great guy and one to be proud of. When there are troubles and things he wants answers to He still comes to me for them.
His birthday is the end of this month so i wrote this for him and shared it on facebook with him and his wife. . This poem and the connection I have with him and his wife as well as sharing photos with both of them. Since there aren't any left from my parents' piles. My siblings destroyed everything. My sister deleted me from her page on facebook over it all. So I blocked her so she can't seen anything else I post. if she wants to grow up again then we'll talk. or try to mend the rift she caused to begin with. God knows what is best and who to bring into our lives and who needs to be taken out. sad really.
© Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts other poems • family poems
From Starvation to Temptation
Starvation.
I closed my heart to the satisfying
My primative and physical needs inside
To avoid dealing with the negativity.
That too many people seem to bring.
Becoming parasites along for a free ride
Wanting only to demand to much from me
A one sided pleasure is not my kind of thing.
So I turned cold till those feelings died
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Temptations
The dawning of the bliss
Someone came along that stirred
those dorment longings in me
Long neglected, I didn't realize I'd miss
Nothing like what I remembered
He brought me into a sweet reality
Finding wonderful abandonment
within the wild dreams of my mind
My passionate emotions run free
Enticing me to sensually experiment
Bringing forth the forbidden kind.
Hungering to open my sensuality.
© Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts
She came from a life of obscurity
Pushed into the constant scrutiny
from the locals and around the world.
No longer allowed to be a simple girl.
She used her popularity and fame
Treating everyone the same.
She showed compassion to the dying
Held children that were sick and crying.
She rolled up her sleeves and dug in
Helping to bring supplies and medicine
to the part of the world most never see.
She knew her status could bring publicity.
So the world ould see plights of the people.
Hoping that more aid for them would be helpful
Now those moments are nothing but a memory
Captured in writing and photography.
She's the example that we should follow
Never being afraid to let our feeling show.
Treat others as our equals in life
Whether it's a stranger, or husband and wife.
she raised her sons to do the same
So they carry on the work honoring her name.
I try to have courage, to remain strong
and protect the weak that are treated wrong.
I think of her often when I meet people in need
and know this is someone She' gladly feed.
I am comfortable doing what she'd easily do.
though I don't need the whole world knowing what I do.
In memory of Princess Diana. Who used her status and her heart to show how true royalty should care about the people around them and not be afraid to get dirty once in a while or help dress a stranger or give food to a hungry child.
they forgot what caring was really all about till she left the royal palace and became a queen to her people. No need for a crown and status. They gave their devotion to Lady Di.
I have always thought of people the way she did. Often putting away my on needs for the needs of others and knowing the difference between who we are and what we are and that needs must always come before the wants in life.© 23 hours ago, Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts
If I could improve the world
one space at a time I'd do it
immediately I'd begin with love
Banners and flags unfurled
shouting out love and peace with it
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I'd buy some land to build upon
Five acres would do just fine
I'd build a place where love exists
and all hate and troubles are gone
for both the young and old combined
For I've known love and happiness
From my loving and protective parents
Yet far too many live in fear and heartbreak
People get lost and many are homeless
This is something we should prevent.
As they get abused and are neglected
Thrown away and forgotten by others
Left to wander the streets alone or to die
Those lost souls should be protected
By being loved by their father and mother.
Author Notes
I really do want to do this, but all it takes is money and the place. I'd like to have it as a ranch style places set to help people of all walks of life and troubles.
I'd make it a place to teach and learn all kinds of things. Bridging the gap between generations. Since both the younger generations are beaten and neglected and many times despised by those that gave them life.
Then on the opposite genreation. The elderly, The same thing can happen. by their families and more often care givers.
I want to have the place be self sufficient . the elderly people would teach the kids the ways of life when they grew up. sewing, farming, feeding animals. Living off the land. Baking bread and other great meals. Also some crafts. Then the kids could open up the world of technology and internet uses and even some of the games. Finding common ground and then building bonds of love and trust as well as respect for each other. Making a special family for them.
They could even sell their baked goods or homemade items as well as fairs or flea markets etc.
The theme would be loving hearts and helping hands.
© Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts. All rights reserved, a day ago
Desparately seeking you
He had no right to do us this way.
We were so perfect together.
We never worried the other would stray.
It was just we and us , no him or her.
Then he had to get all screwed up
Mad at his other half then condemned us
For what the two of them messed up
Their chance at forever and happiness
When he cursed our lives this way
He sent us to opposite ends of the world
Making me wonder if I'll find you one day
Would you know me, or have a new girl.
I long to hear the sound of your laughter
To sit and enjoy our lives as one again
Knowing that we could possibly be together.
so much in love and happy back then.
Someday I'll find the missing part of me
The constant companionship of soulmates
Living life the way it could possibly be
fooling around as we could finally procreate.
© Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts, 2 days ago
Zeus created the soulmate about a poster that shows zuess separating 2 members into their own beings instead.
THE UN-S Have IT
Imagine HOW Lonely IT'D BE
If you were an un-
How would you look as undesirable.
Would you want to be unseen?
Could your love be undeniable?
Would you leave words unspoken,
or stories untold?
Would your actions be unbelievable?
If you were a piece of fruit
would you remain uneaten?
Are your thoughts of things unspeakable?
Does your attitude keep you untouchable?
Are your experiences unmentionable?
Do things tend to be left undone?
Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts
5-10-06
If you answered yes to any of these then you are a living un
I've heard it all before
I wouldn't graduate school
I couldn't hold a job or have kids
My dad said I shouldn't let others stop me.
He said prove them all to be fools
So that is what I did.
Wouldn't
I' wouldn't make it through my lessons
I'd never live on my own at all
that I'd live with my parents my whole life.
So I left it with God through Him it'd happen.
In His time not mine, as alone I will fall.
Couldn't
I couldn't hold down a job for long.
I couldn't get married, no one would want me
I couldn't have kids of my very own
But I was sure God would prove them all wrong
I'd just have to wait and see.
Shouldn't
That I shouldn't try to drive a car
I shouldn't expect a normal life.
Again dad's words broke through
don't let people control who you are.
I've done it all and God gave me a family
and thirty one years ago I said I do
and am now someone's wife.
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As a kid I never gave up I used to joke
that if I ever did get married I'd marry a model
and if I ever had kids I'd want a little girl
then a little boy with blonde hair and blue eyes.
God heard my silent dreams when my heart spoke.
This life I have is my own kind of normal
I live my life as God planned it and not
how the worlds views of me would be as they
proved to be total myths and lies.
I'm the child with health issues yet my two siblings quit school.
so I was the only one to graduate. I learned to drive but won't
unless there is an emergency. I prefer to walk or get rides.
I feel safer that way.
I married a model and have his pictures framed
Then got my little girl first and then my blonde hair
little boy with bright blue eyes.
I learned to drive to say I could.
and if I wasn't able to do something I wasn't ashamed
as it was just something I wasn't supposed to do
and of what others think why should I care.
they don't know me at all.
© March 2019, Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts