As yellow leaves wither in the autumn breeze,
only apathetic thoughts remain
in this nonchalant existence of
my diseased body and over the hill mind!
It reminds me a time of agility,
A time of struggle and celebrations,
An age when dreams of a better future bloomed,
And leaping up those stairs to pluck the petals of success.
The illusion of youth, believing I would remain the same forever,
My beauty, once admired by the mirror,
My body, that lied about its boundless strength,
And the willpower that upheld my beliefs!
Now, my poor mind, dreadfully distressed,
on the fritz of my worn body parts.
Here I am, at the dusk of my life,
panting and staring at the steep stairs
called ‘rest of my time’!
I wonder, are there any tears left
to cry over the memories of my vigorous days?
Or, has time swallowed even the sorrow, leaving only silence?
Categories:
elegiac, age, depression, emotions, fate,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
At dusk, at the beginning of the night,
the majestic divine transition;
the sun undoes its yellow splendor
The moon presents its silvery glow...
We here below receive the gifts...
we feel in harmony with the universe,
we feel our belonging to the creator!
Categories:
elegiac, allusion, beauty, celebration, imagery,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
Categories:
elegiac, death, death of a
Form: Elegiac Lyric
Snowing-- a hiemal, deathly air
Their frigid, frostbitten fingers hold nothing
Uncomfortable silence washes over all there
A petalless, thorny rose someone is clutching
Her corpse, defunct, stiff yet motionless
Skin, once warm brown, now ghastly
Her grinning face, now emotionless
They thought she would die lastly
Life has limits, death endures eternity
From her loss, not a single tear was shed
She, a daughter, never within confraternity
No one ever cared to hear the words she said
So she lay, her arms crossed against her chest
No flowers were dropped upon her frail body
Instead, the thorny rose stabs her breast
Unhuggable cacti she could embody
On her prickly torso, blood streams
No one shall wipe liquid and spikes off
No one shall pay respect, it now seems
They simply do not really care; they scoff
So there she’ll lay, unloved and disrespected
With not blooms and gold, but many a thorn
Only snow showers her, quite expected--
That no one would dare to mourn.
Categories:
elegiac, angst, appreciation, betrayal, dark,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
Do you ever cry for no reason
Try to skip a special day
Forget about the seasons
Get angry, you just may
Do you cherish & love them
Do you hold them dear
So many messages sent
Just wishing they were near
Don't ever lose the will
Give up hope or lose faith
Always tell them how you feel
Show them everyday
If they ever get any chance
To speak the thoughts of you
Do they give a warning in advance
Fight & argue til blue
Is it something made up in your head
Someone you love or so close
Someone still alive or dead
Nobody really ever knows
Nobody will try to understand
My feelings of you I hide
Life to me will never be grand
I keep it bottled inside
You are my reason for living life
Why did he take you away
So much pain that i feel
Tears I've cried everyday
When they fall from my eyes
Roll slowly down my cheeks
So many times I want to die
Without you I'm incomplete
Not even death will help me heal
Not everything can be replaced
The pain the hurt the "Emptiness" i feel
Only you could ever fill that empty voided space
Categories:
elegiac, abuse, anger, children, heartbreak,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
“She spoke to me; expressing desire to rid of her being soon. In her possession lay a bottle of ibuprofen and a dozen sharp razors too. That three slits down her butchered arms is all it really takes; that her life is intolerable and has been burdened through mistake.
…
In a state of panic, she opened up to me about how she was abused; as touch was spread over her innocent figure, even though she refused. How it affected her, and drained her necessity to live; I wanted to yell out, to tell her parents, though she lacks and isn’t resistive.
…
She told me that when she dies, I shouldn’t mourn or cry; that I could use her clothes, borrow her diary and expose. But my laugh lacks its joy, my content being has been destroyed. Though she doesn’t want her parents to know, she has to live therefore my words flow;
…
Please don’t die.”
Categories:
elegiac, absence, abuse, death of
Form: Elegiac Lyric
How pure the joy in this man's life
How mighty till the end
His greatest work - his girl, his boy
Their father and their friend.
Yet sweeter still their children brought
Such laughter with their wiles
And Granddad rocked and shook his head
His visage wreathed in smiles
He truly was a friend to all
His watchword to be kind
No fancy talk from Yorkshire's son
Nor malice in his mind
And steadfast still the marriage made
His lady and her beau
Whose life we celebrate today
Dear heart we'll miss you so.
Adored, Revered, Unforgettable
Irreplaceable.
Categories:
elegiac, appreciation,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
If ever thou didst love me first,
My heart shall pledge in boundless trust.
If thou bestowed upon me armor bright,
I would be thy golden knight.
If ever thou and I didst entwine,
I’d fight for thee with soul divine.
And if in battle I should fall,
I’d skip death’s grasp to heed thy call.
If ever two were one, then surely we,
If man were loved by wife, then blessed am I, indeed.
If ever joy in wedded bliss was known,
I trust thou shalt find it in our love alone.
For I prize thy love more than all the world’s gold,
Or treasures vast that mortal eyes behold.
If ever vows were made for eternity,
I vow forever, ever, to thee.
Categories:
elegiac, 12th grade, cute love,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
Let me hear your love song
Whilst in silence I was long
Let me taste your melody
Like sweet berries on my tongue
Let me hear your love song
Slide your bow across the strings
Move to the wave of my arms
Declare your love song to me
Open wide the pores of my heart
Like baby birds awaiting treats
Fill me with your aching music
With your rapid rhythm beats
Over stones the rising rapture
Of ocean waves rolling through
Frantic climax a memory after
This sweet love song to me, from you.
Categories:
elegiac, bereavement, death, first love,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
The day i lost the most fragile string on my guitar
I knew i was gonna lose, in my heart
But i kept moving forward thinking i won't cope
Because i didn't wanna lose in fear just for looking through the telescope
And there i see, the melancholy waves
Like beauty that drowns talents with it was he,
Sharp as a knife, unique as a snowflake,
Pure as a true love's kiss was he
Was he my plea or my plague?
Fallen was he to save me on his knees
Just nineteen tulips on his reincarnated wake
Just seventeen lilies on this pedestal of waking trees
There was he lingering through air like the essence of lavender
Came to this wanderer wandering in, with words of silence causing hurt
Piercing through the pages is the wanderer wondering wonder
And affection was the wave that came to surrender
The art of alchemy to stitch back the fragile torn pieces of a jocker
Categories:
elegiac, art, blue, loneliness, lonely,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
I miss you Michael a really great friend
When I dropped by your flat you got me high
Gave me game DVD’s to the end
Brain cancer killed you, so sorry good bye
You were on a morphine drip to kill pain
Shocking to see the way you were in bed
My visit to you was not done in vain
Drained of life,I was shocked, you did look dead
Alan you were a great friend to the end
You were great at doing air brush art too
You are Freewheeling Franklin -I commend
He died falling down a stairwell it’s true
Categories:
elegiac, eulogy,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
Mom, Dad, I hope you are doing well.
Because honestly I am going through hell.
And I don't expect you to understand.
Because NOBODY else can.
I can't even say that I'm fine.
Because honestly that's another line.
Another line that was drawn.
Because of the fact that I was used as a pawn.
I always had to be tough.
Because I was never enough.
I'll always be misunderstood.
Because my life is something that one never could.
Categories:
elegiac, 10th grade, 11th grade,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
Let the sea be my grave and the crest of waves my monument
In statue's peace, faces I to faceless waters that lift me high
As being a whole of me rise free so I may greet the open sea
Then let my final issue bid farewell to you and the life I knew
As the palms of current grace be a song of Psalms sacred pace
As the fluid ebbing flows drift I to the lowest depths unknown
Be that true to I and I alone there be a place where I'll atone
Then I'll prepare that place for me, await death's kiss to eternity.
Categories:
elegiac, appreciation, beautiful, death, imagery,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
You would never know me,
But a theme you were of my dream,
Filled by love to the brim,
Unfulfilled that withered like cream.
You would never know me,
Nor my rose petals in your book
I chanced to have a look,
Loveless that dried up, a lost brook.
You would never know me,
Who once came, buds as to blossom,
Unwelcome who had come,
Who could not but keep utter mum.
You would never know me,
Who came to build castles in fort,
Who just hassles did court
A racehorse who had fallen short.
You would never know me
That famine-like when you had felt,
On prayer who had knelt,
And rain clouds had loosened their belt.
You would never know me,
Nor ever remember, for whom
You had in heart no room,
Who was swept aside with a broom.
You would never know me,
Who once shed for you copious tears,
But returned reverse gears,
To go far from you like lost years.
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Reminiscing |17.02.2024|love
Categories:
elegiac, love, remember,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
Attached segregated I touched his warm skin yet
Deceased He was asleep he was non awaken
He was hidden he was asleep under the sheet he slept
His chest no longer rose I placed the side of my face contemplating
Down by his nose his eyes were shut closed
No breath his soul a spirit risen he was in death
Detached segregated I touched his cool cold skin yet
No breath his soul a spirit risen he was in death
1/5/24
Written words by James Edward Lee Sr © 2024
Categories:
elegiac, absence, bereavement, confusion,
Form: Elegiac Lyric
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