Broken mugs
And broken promises
A broken lamp
And broken knuckles
A broken TV
And a broken stack of plates
Broken drywall
And broken glasses
Broken bottles
And a broken door
This is a broken home
And my heart cannot break anymore
Categories:
drywall, abuse, anger, break up,
Form: Alliteration
Rolex
If it’s a creation,
then science and spirit should explain each other.
Not argue. Not compete.
They should echo.
Like a wave entering water—
and the water nods.
I was born into a field,
not a house.
The floor, the couch, the corners—
they didn’t creak.
They hummed.
The rooms didn’t scare me.
The electrons did.
The lies—
It came through pattern.
Through footsteps stored in drywall.
Through the breath someone forgot to exhale
Twenty years ago
My body is made of quartz that learned how to flinch.
It keeps time like a Casio—
$10 of stillness more honest than a Rolex.
Because truth doesn’t tick, nor dress up.
It vibrates.
Who said nostalgia is memory?
I know better.
Nostalgia is presence with a shadow
Eden remembered, but not currently lived in.
A waveform that still fits me
like the glow-in-the-dark stars
I stuck to my ceiling
before I knew how the sticker glowed.
Love enters and leaves no residue.
It echoes clean.
It’s a return.
A collapse in the name of peace.
A God crystal humming 32,768 times per second,
while we scroll past ourselves
looking for the next thing to react to
Categories:
drywall, creation, eve, science,
Form: Blank verse
inside of twenty takes
dirty filled frames
no resolution
to me the family
that a ugly
call me
cat purrs on approach
welcome spat
too literal
gotta reclamation
eye's cried so much relief
brushes is dusty clean
practice strokes at the gentleman's table
romanticism, adjatate, harpsichords
classified and credentialed
white ink's a tank thinking
'I remember", "he"
distract the trap, autumns born
waves of green mustard gas
country come plains, it's not your first mistake
chains on protest for poverty effort
2am production prints
beggars, dodgers, i aint your draft calling
pre screened and bread
my land by sea
indoors, know hoe
get to work, beach gone
pushing, yeah who's double checked
out of decks, on paper
iliterations an postulates
hot boxes of brake dust
crescent shaped credit creased
basic design, irish blazee, defend
de speak
Categories:
drywall, america, chanukah, city, class,
Form: Rhyme
Steamy daylight seeps into
flesh, bone and drywall.
A large fly is trapped
between the curtain and a hot window.
Can’t tell if it’s angry, desperate, or confused,
the buzz is intermittent,
the pauses lulls of restoration,
or instincts in abeyance.
Maybe it just forgets to be anything.
Wondering if its purpose was decreed,
its mission,
to eat the dead things of the earth,
to bury its body in the rot,
in the waste of corruption?
Will a fly, on judgement day,
be called to confess,
and shall I, on that day of judgement,
be chemically sprayed,
to be now
my own gift of decay.
Job done.
Categories:
drywall, poetry,
Form: Free verse
they walk among us,
slipping through cracks in the drywall of laws,
hidden in neighborhoods where swings creak empty.
their eyes,
like needles,
threading innocence with ruin.
you see them in grocery aisles,
behind polite smiles,
a rotting core in a skin of civility.
justice comes late, or never at all.
the system's gears
grind slow,
while childhood crumbles
in a landfill of stolen nights.
the world lets them crawl on,
unnoticed,
like termites,
until the house falls apart exposing
the skeletal remains in the basement.
Categories:
drywall, 12th grade,
Form: Free verse
Echoed voices that seep
Through the cracks in the drywall
Of the room which I hide in.
Bones clatter in the closet,
The softest shadows show those faces,
Those girls,
Those girls who I loved who could care less for me,
And that faceless face I erased that held me against
The tile of that bathroom.
Haunting me, taunting me,
Whispering, lingering,
Always there
In the back of my mind.
Impossible to find relief, I decide.
Words that aren’t mine,
The violence inside that
Shows itself outside, now,
And my hurt hurts the first people to love me.
Bury myself in the closet,
With all the things I keep deep.
Categories:
drywall, 9th grade, anxiety, betrayal,
Form: Free verse
He's a blue collared artist supreme
with a medium of drywall and wet concrete.
He was laid off when build back better lost its gloss.
He occasionally does side jobs... tax free.
The beard is unkempt, he flashes a tattooed head.
He's donning a third trimester belly he calls Johnny walker red
It's going to be some time until his next masterpiece.
Categories:
drywall, work,
Form: Free verse
Sappy hired a mouse to be the taste tester for her restaurant
no one said anything for a day or two, but we were not happy.
He eats drywall, dust, fabric, even insulation, said the elephant.
Hiring a mouse to be our taste tester was wrong of Sappy.
Categories:
drywall, fantasy,
Form: Rhyme
it felt like he was in her pocket.
something insignificant
but with her at all times.
i felt as though he resided in more than just her phone
in her mind
in her time
my father was a bad man and maybe i’m just scared that now every man is a bad man
he lives in her pocket
soon maybe in our home
my home
my mum left a bad man
a bad dad
maybe for an equally as bad man
she tried stripping the wallpaper
and scrubbing the floor
as if it would remove the mark of my father
i feel like the new man is trying to hammer up family photos we have yet to take
i feel like the new man is trying to slip exactly into my dads old space
just like he slipped perfectly into her pocket
he can hammer up pictures
he can live in her heart
but there’s drywall in my home
and behind the drywall is all of our secrets
Categories:
drywall, absence, anger, family, father
Form: Free verse
In my many years before the mast
I’d seen rocks and shoals conspire
To ground me down to powder
Till I was just dust in the wind,
And I’d never even been to Kansas.
I was useless as a one-armed paper hanger,
Skilled in the geometer’s art,
But no closer to infinity
Than the day I’d started out.
Just a journeyman aesthete
Dressing drywall plaster
With those tapestried patterns
Favored by the rich and famous.
But, being a lifelong learner,
I learned to breathe.
I learned to eat.
I learned to say, “No.”
I became a student of the universe,
Composer of the mini-verse,
Somewhere to the left of Earth.
Mainlining the vagus nerve
On the highway leading home.
And there’s no place like home.
I must be doin’ somethin’ right.
Categories:
drywall, allegory,
Form: Blank verse
I see a rotting occlude on the drywall in my attic at the peak of the ceiling beyond the walls veil for outside of it I came as a worm in a large world at the very core of a rotting apple only being who I am to be cast out as an abomination hoped to be dead but I want to heal everything escape this dreadful red.
Categories:
drywall, allegory, depression,
Form: Free verse
Who Cares
There was green Playdough in the rug
Big deal, who cares?
My drywall now had a work of art
Created by an imaginative four-year-old with a black magic marker.
Even way back then I realized something.
One day when all my children are in college
That rug can be replaced.
But the art work on the wall shall live there forever
Because I knew it would forever make me happy.
I was not wrong.
Categories:
drywall, mother,
Form: Free verse
I am a wall
Solid shortened horizontaly long vertically tall
I am sustained three more of me forms a cube,
A room a place of structure made of two by fours and painted drywall
I am a space you can occupy
I can walk through look at place pictures on
I am a wall
10/31/20
Written words by James Edward Lee Sr © 2020
Mask poem verse
Categories:
drywall, analogy, imagery, metaphor, symbolism,
Form: Free verse
He built motels
across America
loving the land so much
he could sleep anywhere
on her
in her
cheaply,
predictably.
Anywhere was home to him.
Home was not special
but same.
Same bars of soap,
same color wrappers.
Same towels.
Same smells almost.
Same views.
Home across
the human spirit
of imaginary states.
Just outside streets
with tree names.
And out of this
I arrived
from love created for each single
completed
square space
spilling forward,
motel to motel,
born by American Motel Woman,
timeless builder,
faceless
with no Kodachrome
to pin down my origin
or capture his passion.
Pick-up truck front seat cradles,
beer for sedative,
K-Mart toys,
all-night pharmacies.
His gift-
I belong anywhere
nowhere,
owe nothing,
know anyone
no one,
am rooted in spackle
drywall
and cheap two-by-fours
and need only decide
which illusions
to put up
and which to take down.
Categories:
drywall, family, father, self,
Form: Free verse
He was mad, all riled up.
A brother of few words, but always angry.
We two sisters were too much for him.
We did not let up because it was our goal to make a man of him.
Besides we were preteens, and in moods of our own most of the time.
Not our fault our parents decided to have a kid when we turned eight.
And it was great to see his face turn all red, and I mean red.
So this was one of those “rile up Richard” days. We had lots of them.
He was older now, and more eager to hurt us, but we still did it.
I am not sure how we riled him, but he came toward me like a bull.
Head down like a battering ram. I quickly moved out of the way,
And his head went through the drywall of the newly papered wall.
Destroyed new wallpaper; actually punched a crevice shape into wall.
If he had hit a stud, I imagine we would have been in big trouble.
We rearranged the living room furniture before mom came home.
Every time Mom got close to the corner we would all three laugh.
I am glad you are all getting along, she said, pleased.
Categories:
drywall, brother,
Form: Prose Poetry
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