The colours that you bring to me,
Bitter, sweet, wounded emotion,
Cornered, threatens my mortality,
Sinner, romanticized glory,
Cover of shameful intention,
Take a stool, this is my story,
Relapse, relapse, this ain't a game,
Rehabilitation, again and again,
Reacuring nightmares,
My parents shame,
Anxiety levels,
Ice to flame,
Sweating and shaking,
When 0% proof,
Panic attacks,
Your through the roof,
Pose for the picture,
When the police ask,
Fingerprints, handcuffs,
Alcohol filled cask,
Lorazepam, diazepam,
Temazepam, and more,
Subutex, tramadol,
I Take them all,
Cut and bleed,
Self harming,
Overdose, poisoning,
Jump off scaffolding,
Got my scars,
In my head and skin,
Fighting hard,
And still living......
Categories:
diazepam, dark, depression,
Form: Free verse
They want to be skin and bones with plastic wasters,
They want to be stupid, they want to be famous,
Fake, superficial and contagious,
"She don't want your love,
She wants your money, boy."
Modern royalty want cash in hand,
Ritalin,vicodin, and diazepam,
Valium,lithium, any kind of medication,
Liposuction, collegen,
Round and round we go again.
Plastic Nose, cushion butts, Botox and plastic chest,
You're not quite right, but you tried your best.
Mattel rang, Hey Barbie they want you back in your box,
You're allowed to have 'fun', but not too much.
Media, media, media everyday hysteria,
Disroders coming out your ears; and you think we're inferior?
Ignorance is bliss, I guess.
Open your eyes, blink twice and think,
Your life is perfect, isn't it?
Categories:
diazepam, life, passion, slam,
Form: I do not know?
My life revolves around
Heart breaks, Long goodbyes
And way to many sleepless nights
My heart breaks
Every time I take a breath
And I’m still standing here alone
My hands shake
Every time you turn away
And I am forced to let you go
My mind keeps
Me from drifting off to sleep
Just by picturing you here next to me
Categories:
diazepam, friendship, life, lost love,
Form: I do not know?