Still Alive

The colours that you bring to me, Bitter, sweet, wounded emotion, Cornered, threatens my mortality, Sinner, romanticized glory, Cover of shameful intention, Take a stool, this is my story, Relapse, relapse, this ain't a game, Rehabilitation, again and again, Reacuring nightmares, My parents shame, Anxiety levels, Ice to flame, Sweating and shaking, When 0% proof, Panic attacks, Your through the roof, Pose for the picture, When the police ask, Fingerprints, handcuffs, Alcohol filled cask, Lorazepam, diazepam, Temazepam, and more, Subutex, tramadol, I Take them all, Cut and bleed, Self harming, Overdose, poisoning, Jump off scaffolding, Got my scars, In my head and skin, Fighting hard, And still living......