Best Untrusted Poems

Hearts like ours will cross our silent yearning
and dance with lonely wishes and dreams
to find the longing realm of love

Like vagabonds, we will dance on empty streets
of false contentment and illusion...until 
Love finds us worthy to nourish our souls
and welcome us

Guiding us into a luminous...

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In loving times,  when our hearts were paired
Life was great,  in the feelings between us shared. 
Our relationship flourished,  And contentment grew
In each other we trusted,  in the years love did pursue. 

And born out of love,  we were gifted...

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I sauntered out of an Irish Pub
Basted in booze and Irish smooze
The whiskeys sure didn’t cover the blues
Me, I knew this wasn’t good news

As a crossed the street
I met a bus, Full of nuns, all in a fuss
There was no contest, the bus sure won
I...

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What senseless things we oft times say, when love has softened and caressed the way

Wise words sound as folly and falderal ,Gibberish N' hoopla,untrusted words spoken by trusted souls.

Not father nor  brother not friend neither foe,can tell new lovers what the heart bestow.

Brains doth...

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Day and night,
I think about the truth,
Behind those hidden curtains,
Trying hard to understand,
How He thinks and do things,
Why is that that our mind so small,
Its hard for us to think beyond? 
Why did He made everything complicated for us?

I sat down my dad called,
To make...

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saddens me now that I lost your trust 
How can we move on from here? 
I tell you I love you 
and u think its for another my dear
breaks my heart because I don't know how
to mend your heart from here
back and fourth you question...

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To paraphrase George Lakoff, and maybe Mihalyi Csikszentmihalyi,
and maybe Julian Jaynes,
and possibly Gregory Bateson,
and Laura Brown,
and then there was...

Nurturing empathy is the only doorway through healthy effective
LeftBrain Deductive and RightBrain Inductive
nondual co-arising communication,
whether the message pattern is WinLose debate,
Either This EgoYangElite Or That EcoYin-NotNotElite
or WinWin...

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Being used…feeling helpless.
Being fake …feeling inadequate.
Being fat…feeling unmotivated.
Feeling letdown… being misunderstood.
Being taunted…feeling angry.
Being anorexic… feeling worthless.
Being gay…feeling emotions.
Feeling useless…being ignored.
Being alone…feeling neglected.
Being laughed at… feeling frustrated.
Being quiet…feeling small.
Feeling useless… being untrusted.
Being ugly…feeling separate.
Being abused…feeling challenged.
Being addicted…feeling worthless.
Feeling confused…being cold.
Being coloured…feeling different.
Being empty…feeling dejected.
Being unemotional…feeling hollow.
Feeling...

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It's came the day that I must leave now




In loving times,  when our hearts were paired
Life was great,  in the feelings between us shared. 
Our relationship flourished,  And contentment grew
In each other we trusted,  in the years love did pursue. 

And...

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My gay white boyhood
struggled with the theological problem
of personally appreciating heterosexual superiority 
sacred stories
and multiply mistranslated word-choices
of Jesus Christ

Within a Christian
monotheistic
evangelically triumphalist doctrine.

This personal mindbody intimacy problem
may be iconic
unveiling my transparent
and vulnerable Savior's distancing 
of untrusted
homophobic
StraightWhiteMales

Felt to be unsafe predators
unhealthily patriarchal
patristic
politically nationalistic
blind to white upper-class...

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Last night I dreamed I was Donny's sexy Secretary 
of Public Health Education,
charged with training health therapists
who traveled from home to shelter
with a one question survey,
"Which do you experience as healthier
for yourself,
those around you,
for your environment,
to perform more competitively,
or to engage more cooperatively?"

If I were...

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MY SIBLINGS' FATHER
         JUDGE BURDON 


other children feared monsters under their bed
i feared the one living under our roof.
his hair was nimbus black 
with a storm's thunder in his voice.
his fists were freight train brown
ball bearing knuckles...

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Seroquel made me sleep and gain weight,
 Abilify constantly made me pace,
 But Paxil made me lose my cool,
 Plus talk too much like a fool,
 And Geodon gave me insomnia of late...

So either fattened up in a grog,
 To the point of being a...

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As i Knew
The butterfly flew
Someone or something is new
On one's eye view

As the shimmering Light
On the darkest night
If you might
Nothing in sight

As even if you are
Sit as Tsar
Twinkling like a star
Waiting By the car

Aren't making someone a fool
Standing a deserted stool
Feeling unrealistic cool
Going to the...

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What's love if not a thunder which burns you to the ground, 
a roar of bear nowhere, 
a taxi to the underground, 
to the underworld, 
a senseless sound which binds you, 
binds you to trust the other one. 
It is like a million rounds of...

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